“Don’t squint, Zeke,” Jillian chided kindly. “Here, come closer.” She drew the boy onto her lap and pushed the hair out of his eyes. Zeke was her favorite maid, Kaley Twillow’s, son. He’d been born with such weak eyesight that he could scarcely see past his own hand. He was forever squinting, as if it might one day work a miracle and bring the world into focus. Jillian couldn’t imagine the sorrow of not being able to clearly see the lovely landscape of Scotia, and her heart wept for Zeke’s handicap. It prevented him from playing the games the other children adored. He was far more likely to be hit by the bladder-skin ball than to hit it, so to compensate Jillian had taught him to read. He had to bury his nose in the book, but therein he’d found worlds to explore he could never have seen with his own eyes.
As Zeke nestled into her lap, she began. “One day the Wind and the Sun were having an argument over who was stronger, when suddenly they saw a tinker coming down the road. The Sun said, ‘Let us decide our dispute now. Whichever of us can cause the tinker to take off his cloak shall be regarded as the stronger.’
“The Wind agreed to the contest. ‘You begin,’ the Sun said, and retired behind a cloud so he wouldn’t interfere. The Wind began to blow as hard as it could upon the tinker, but the more he blew, the tighter the tinker clutched his cloak about his body. That didn’t deter the Wind from giving it all he had; still the tinker refused to yield his cloak. Finally the Wind gave up in despair.
“Then the Sun came out and blazed in all his glory upon the tinker, who soon found it too warm to walk with his cloak on. Removing it, he tossed the garment over his shoulder and continued on his journey, whistling cheerily.”
“Yay!” the girls cheered. “The Sun won! We like the Sun better too!”
“It’s a stupid girl story.” Jemmie scowled.
“I liked it,” Zeke protested.
“You would, Zeke. You’re too blind to be seeing warriors and dragons and swords. I like stories with adventure.”
“This tale had a point, Jemmie. The same point I was making about you pulling Mallory’s hair,” Jillian said gently.
Jemmie looked bewildered. “It did? What does the Sun have to do with Mal’s hair?”
Zeke shook his head, disgusted by Jemmie’s denseness. “She was telling us that the Wind tried to make the tinker feel bad, so the tinker needed to defend himself. The Sun made the tinker feel good and warm and safe enough to walk freely.”
Mallory beamed adoringly at Zeke, as if he were the cleverest lad in the world. Zeke continued seriously, “So be nice to Mallory and she’ll be nice to you.”
“Where do you get your halfwit ideas?” Jemmie asked, irritated.
“He listens, Jemmie,” Jillian said. “The moral of the fable is that kindness affects more than cruelty. Zeke understands that there’s nothing wrong with being nice to the lasses. One day you’ll be sorry you weren’t nicer.” When Zeke ends up with half the village lasses hopelessly in love with him despite his weak vision, Jillian thought, amused. Zeke was a handsome young lad and would one day be an attractive man possessing the unique sensitivity those born with a handicap tended to develop.
“She’s right, lad.” A deep voice joined their conversation as a man spurred his horse from the shelter of the nearby trees. “I’m still sorry I wasn’t nicer to the lasses.”
The blood in Jillian’s veins chilled and her cloudless life was suddenly awash with thick, black thunderheads. Surely that man would never be fool enough to come back to Caithness! She pressed her cheek into Zeke’s hair, hiding her face, wishing she could melt into the ground and disappear, wishing she had put on a more elegant gown this morning—as ever, wishing impossible things where this man was concerned. Although she hadn’t heard his voice in years, she knew it was he.
“I recall a lass I was mean to when I was a lad, and now, knowing what I know, I’d give a great deal to take it all back.”
Grimm Roderick. Jillian felt as if her muscles had melted beneath her skin, fused by the heat of his voice. Two full timbres lower than any other voice she’d ever heard, modulated so precisely it conveyed intimidating self-discipline, his was the voice of a man in control.
She raised her head and stared at him, her eyes wide with shock and horror. Her breath caught in her throat. No matter how the years changed him, she would always recognize him. He’d dismounted and was approaching her, moving with the detached arrogance and grace of a conqueror, exuding confidence as liberally as he exhaled. Grimm Roderick had always been a walking weapon, his body developed and honed to instinctual perfection. Were she to scramble to her feet and feint left, Jillian knew he’d be there before her. Were she to back up, he’d be behind her. Were she to scream, he could cover her mouth before she’d even finished drawing her breath in preparation. She’d only once before seen a creature move with such speed and repressed power: one of the mountain cats whose muscles bunched in springy recoil as they padded about on dangerous paws.