“Goodbye Sam, I don’t like you, I love you’
I wanted to say it back, I wanted to tell her that I love her and that I want to be with no one else but her, but I couldn’t, for some reason I understood why, she walked away, she did not want to, she had.
My brothers found out about my meetings with Sam, they found out that I had feelings for him, they threatened me by saying they will kill him if I were to meet him again, I begged for one last meeting, just one and I then I would marry my bestrode like I am supposed to.
But he said he wants to marry me, he says he wants to be with me, I know it’s impossible that’s why I need to walk away, but then he kisses me, he holds me tight, and then I knew that I loved him and that he makes me happy and no one else will, I walk away and his still standing there, waiting for me to disappearI marry another tomorrow and yet I am seated with the one I love, need and desperately want it’s taking everything in my entire body not to hold him, kiss him and tell him how I feel. Is it a bad thing to love a man I hated with everything in my body, is it a bad thing to wish I was marrying him knowing the hurt pain and anguish he caused me, but the night is perfect, there are many stars in up in the sky, there is a full moon, the cool breeze, oh how I wish I was able to tell him how I really feel.