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"Yes," Irene added, "he desires this complete separation, and I can

have nothing to say in opposition. I left him, and have remained

ever since a stranger to his home and heart. We are nothing to each

other, and yet are bound together by the strongest of bonds. Why

should he not wish to be released from these bonds? And if he

desires it, I have nothing to say. We are divorced in fact--why then

retain the form?"

"There may be a question of the fact," said Rose.

"Yes; I understand you. We have discussed that point fully. Your

view may be right, but I do not see it clearly. I will at least

retain passive. The responsibility shall rest with him."

No life or color came back to the face of Irene. She looked as cold

as marble; not cold without feeling, but with intense feeling

recorded as in a piece of sculpture.

There were deeds of kindness and mercy set down in the purposes of

our young friend, and it was to go forth and perform them that Rose

had called for Irene this morning. But only one Sister of Charity

went to the field that day, and only one for many days afterward.

Irene could not recover from the shock of this legal notice. It

found her less prepared than she had been at any time during the

last two years of separation. Her life at Ivy Cliff had not been

favorable to a spirit of antagonism and accusation, nor favorable to

a self-approving judgment of herself when the past came up, as it

often came, strive as she would to cover it as with a veil. She had

grown in this night of suffering, less self-willed and blindly

impulsive. Some scales had dropped from her eyes, and she saw

clearer. Yet no repentance for that one act of her life, which

involved a series of consequences beyond the reach of conjecture,

had found a place in her heart. There was no looking back from

this--no sober questioning as to the right or necessity which had

been involved. There had been one great mistake--so she decided the

case--and that was the marriage.

From this fatal error all subsequent evil was born.

Months of waiting and expectation followed, and then came a decree

annulling the marriage.

"It is well," was the simple response of Irene when notice of the

fact reached her.

Not even to Rose Carman did she reveal a thought that took shape in

her mind, nor betray a single emotion that trembled in her heart. If

there had been less appearance of indifference--less avoidance of

the subject--her friends would have felt more comfortable as to her

state of mind. The unnatural repose of, exterior was to them

significant of a strife within which she wished to conceal from all

eyes.