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Then, one morning in early June, her practiced fingers were going

through the pile of mail orders and they singled out one that carried

the postmark of Alpine. Marie bit her lips, but her fingers did not

falter in their task. Cheap table linen, cheap collars, cheap suits or

cheap something-or-other was wanted, she had no doubt. She took out the

paper with the blue money order folded inside, speared the money order

on the hook with others, drew her order pad closer, and began to go

through the list of articles wanted.

This was the list:-XL 94, 3 Dig in the mud suits, 3 yr at 59c $1.77

XL 14 1 Buddy tucker suit 3 yr 2.00

KL 6 1 Bunny pumps infant 5 1.25

KL 54 1 Fat Ankle shoe infant 5 .98

HL 389 4 Rubens vests, 3 yr at 90c 2.70

SL 418 3 Pajamas 3 yr. at 59c 1.77

OL 823 1 Express wagon, 15x32 in. 4.25

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$14.22 For which money order is enclosed. Please ship at once.

Very truly,

R. E. MOORE,

Alpine, Calif.

Mechanically she copied the order on a slip of paper which she put into

her pocket, left her desk and her work and the store, and hurried to her

boarding house.

Not until she was in her own room with the door locked did she dare let

herself think. She sat down with the copy spread open before her, her

slim fingers pressing against her temples. Something amazing had been

revealed to her--something so amazing that she could scarcely comprehend

its full significance. Bud--never for a minute did she doubt that it

was Bud, for she knew his handwriting too well to be mistaken--Bud was

sending for clothes for a baby boy!

"3 Dig in the mud suits, 3 yr--" it sounded, to the hungry mother soul

of her, exactly like her Lovin Child. She could see so vividly just

how he would look in them. And the size--she certainly would buy than

three-year size, if she were buying for Lovin Child. And the little

"Buddy tucker" suit--that, too, sounded like Lovin Child. He must--Bud

certainly must have him up there with him! Then Lovin Child was not

drowned at all, but alive and needing dig-in-the-muds.

"Bud's got him! Oh, Bud has got him, I know he's got him!" she whispered

over and over to herself in an ecstasy of hope. "My little Lovin Man!

He's up there right now with his Daddy Bud--"

A vague anger stirred faintly, flared, died almost, flared again and

burned steadily within her. Bud had her Lovin Child! How did he come to

have him, then, unless he stole him? Stole him away, and let her suffer

all this while, believing her baby was dead in the river!

"You devil!" she muttered, gritting her teeth when that thought formed

clearly in her mind. "Oh, you devil, you! If you think you can get away

with a thing like that--You devil!"