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Bud and Lovin Child. As in the cabin, so here she felt the individuality

in their belongings. Last night she had been tormented with the fear

that there might be a wife as well as a baby boy in Bud's household.

Even the evidence of the mail order, that held nothing for a woman and

that was written by Bud's hand, could scarcely reassure her. Now she

knew beyond all doubt that she had no woman to reckon with, and the

knowledge brought relief of a sort.

She went up and touched the little overalls wistfully, laid her cheek

against one little patch, ducked under the line, and followed a crooked

little path that led up the creek. She forgot all about her horse,

which looked after her as long as she was in sight, and then turned and

trotted back the way it had come, wondering, no doubt, at the foolish

faith this rider had in him.

The path led up along the side of the flat, through tall grass and all

the brilliant blossoms of a mountain meadow in June. Great, graceful

mountain lilies nodded from little shady tangles in the bushes.

Harebells and lupines, wild-pea vines and columbines, tiny, gnome-faced

pansies, violets, and the daintier flowering grasses lined the way with

odorous loveliness. Birds called happily from the tree tops. Away up

next the clouds an eagle sailed serene, alone, a tiny boat breasting the

currents of the sky ocean.

Marie's rage cooled a little on that walk. It was so beautiful for Lovin

Child, up here in this little valley among the snow-topped mountains;

so sheltered. Yesterday's grind in that beehive of a department store

seemed more remote than South Africa. Unconsciously her first nervous

pace slackened. She found herself taking long breaths of this clean air,

sweetened with the scent of growing things. Why couldn't the world be

happy, since it was so beautiful? It made her think of those three weeks

in Big Basin, and the never-forgettable wonder of their love--hers and

Bud's.

She was crying with the pain and the beauty of it when she heard the

first high, chirpy notes of a baby--her baby. Lovin Child was picketed

to a young cedar near the mouth of the Blind ledge tunnel, and he was

throwing rocks at a chipmunk that kept coming toward him in little

rushes, hoping with each rush to get a crumb of the bread and butter

that Lovin Child had flung down. Lovin Child was squealing and

jabbering, with now and then a real word that he had learned from Bud

and Cash. Not particularly nice words--"Doggone" was one and several

times he called the chipmunk a "sunny-gun." And of course he frequently

announced that he would "Tell a worl'" something. His head was bare and

shone in the sun like the gold for which Cash and his Daddy Bud were

digging, away back in the dark hole. He had on a pair of faded overalls

trimmed with red, mates of the ones on the rope line, and he threw rocks

impartially with first his right hand and then his left, and sometimes

with both at once; which did not greatly distress the chipmunk, who knew

Lovin Child of old and had learned how wide the rocks always went of

their mark.