“Are you certain?” Michael bit off.
“Yes, please, there’s no need to hurt him,” Francesca said. Good heavens, this would be a nightmare if anyone caught them thus. Her reputation would be tarnished, and heaven knew what they’d say about Michael, attacking a well-respected baronet. “I shouldn’t have come out here with him,” she added.
“No, you shouldn’t have done,” Michael said harshly, “but that hardly gives him leave to force his attentions on you.” Abruptly, he removed his boot from Sir Geoffrey’s chest and hauled the quivering man to his feet. Grabbing him by his lapels, he pinned him against the tree and then jerked his own body forward until the two men were nearly nose to nose.
“Doesn’t feel so good to be trapped, does it?” Michael taunted.
Sir Geoffrey said nothing, just stared at him in terror.
“Do you have something to say to the lady?”
Sir Geoffrey shook his head frantically.
Michael slammed his head back against the tree. “Think harder!” he growled.
“I’m sorry!” Sir Geoffrey squeaked.
Rather like a girl, Francesca thought dispassionately. She’d known he wouldn’t make a good husband, but that clinched it.
But Michael was not through with him. “If you ever step within ten yards of Lady Kilmartin again, I will personally disembowel you.”
Even Francesca flinched.
“Am I understood?” Michael ground out.
Another squeak, and this time Sir Geoffrey sounded like he might cry.
“Get out of here,” Michael grunted, shoving the terrified man away. “And while you’re at it, endeavor to leave town for a month or so.”
Sir Geoffrey looked at him in shock.
Michael stood still, dangerously so, and then shrugged one insolent shoulder. “You won’t be missed,” he said softly.
Francesca realized she was holding her breath. He was terrifying, but he was also magnificent, and it shook her to her very core to realize that she’d never seen him thus.
Never dreamed he could be like this.
Sir Geoffrey ran off, heading across the lawn to the back gate, leaving Francesca alone with Michael, alone and, for the first time since she’d known him, without a word to say.
Except, perhaps, “I’m sorry.”
Michael turned on her with a ferocity that nearly sent her reeling. “Don’t apologize,” he bit off.
“No, of course not,” she said, “but I should have known better, and-”
“He should have known better,” he said savagely.
It was true, and Francesca was certainly not going to take the blame for her attack, but at the same time, she thought it best not to feed his anger any further, at least not right now. She’d never seen him like this. In truth, she’d never seen anyone like this-wound so tightly with fury that he seemed as if he might snap into pieces. She’d thought he was out of control, but now, as she watched him, standing so still she was afraid to breathe, she realized that the opposite was true.
Michael was holding onto his control like a vise; if he hadn’t, Sir Geoffrey would be lying in a bloody heap right now.
Francesca opened her mouth to say something more, something placating or even funny, but she found herself without words, without the ability to do anything but watch him, this man she’d thought she knew so well.
There was something mesmerizing about the moment, and she couldn’t take her eyes off of him. He was breathing hard, obviously still struggling to control his anger, and he was, she realized with curiosity, not entirely there. He was staring at some far off horizon, his eyes unfocused, and he looked almost…
In pain.
“Michael?” she whispered.
No reaction.
“Michael?” This time, she reached out and touched him, and he flinched, whipping around so quickly that she stumbled backward.
“What is it?” he asked gruffly.
“Nothing,” she stammered, not certain what it was she’d meant to say, not even certain if she’d had something to say other than his name.
He closed his eyes for a moment, then opened them, clearly waiting for her to say more.
“I believe I will go home,” she said. The party no longer held appeal; all she wanted to do was cocoon herself where all was safe and familiar.
Because Michael was suddenly neither of those things.
“I will make your apologies inside,” he said stiffly.
“I’ll send the carriage back for you and the mothers,” Francesca added. The last she’d looked, Janet and Helen were enjoying themselves immensely. She didn’t want to cut their evening short.
“Shall I escort you through the back gate, or would you rather go through the ball?”
“The back gate, I think,” she said.
And he did, the full distance to the carriage, his hand burning at her back the entire way. But when she reached the carriage, instead of accepting his assistance to climb up, she turned to him, a question suddenly burning on her lips.
“How did you know I was in the garden?” she inquired. He didn’t say anything. Or maybe he would have done, just not quickly enough to suit her.
“Were you watching me?” she asked.
His lips curved, not quite into a smile, not even into the beginnings of a smile. “I’m always watching you,” he said grimly.
And she was left with that to ponder for the rest of the evening.
Chapter 14
… Did Francesca say that she misses me? Or did you merely infer it?
– -from the Earl of Kilmartin to his mother, Helen Stirling, two years and two months after his departure for India