We took off down the path, leaving the ruins behind. The only problem now was the path deteriorated back into bush territory and we were back to slogging through mud and crisscrossed roots for the rest of the way. Sometimes we would come across a pretty curve of beach or a scenic outlook but with that constant armor of fog at our doorstep, nothing was as pretty as it could have been. Yesterday would have been the better day to go exploring. But then again, yesterday felt like a whole different life all together. Even the hockey game we went to – the strip club, God damn it – felt like something that happened years ago and to other people other than us. It had only been 30 hours or something but it felt like my whole life was rain, cold and fog, with the occasional foot thrown in there.
The south end of the island came up and we were soon making our way up the bottom, tripping up the east coast. Aside from the little girl, we hadn’t come across anyone else. Dex pointed out that just because the perimeter was clean it didn’t mean people weren’t hiding out in the middle.
I started to doubt it though. We hadn’t seen signs of anyone. The boat was still there the last we looked, and as we struggled through the brush until we saw our own tent again, shining in its blue plastic glory like a beacon, it only solidified the fact that if there was someone else here wanting to make trouble for us, they would have done something else, right? The boat would have been gone, our campsite would have been destroyed. It would have been more.
Unfortunately, this didn’t mean the end of our journey. Dex was so determined to still find those “pontoon–slashing motherfuckers” that he made us keep going and hit up the one place we had missed… the dead heart of the island.
It really was starting to get dark. From the way the clouds grew blacker near their tops, it must have been at least 3:30 or 4 p.m. We maybe had an hour before the sun would set in a place unseen.
But Dex was insistent and as much as my feet hurt in my boots, as much as my bones and hands throbbed subtly from the fall, I still wasn’t brave enough to wait it out alone at the campsite. So we kept going, heading deep inside to where the ferns grew to prehistoric heights and the only light seemed choked out by grasping limbs.
Though it was his idea, I could see Dex was apprehensive about heading into the middle. At one point in the path he stopped and quickly handed me back the knife for “safe keeping.”
We reached the end of the path and started back again. There was nothing there. No raccoons, no saboteurs, no giggling girls. Just the hanging moss, rotted stumps, a floor of grey, wet leaves and the stench of dying vegetation.
As we walked along, our pace quickening with the relief that we were leaving, Dex looked at me and smiled. “At least this has taken your mind off of all the blog comments.”
He was right about that. I wasn’t quite in the place to smile about it yet but it all seemed very frivolous when compared to a real–life dangerous situation.
He looked up at the marker on the tree as we passed it and frowned.
“I don’t remember seeing that tree before.”
We stopped and I looked behind me. The tree looked like any other tree in this area. Slimy, scaly bark flanked with beaded moss and the drip of rainwater. There was a tiny nick in the side of it though, where the inner bark was clean and white. Almost like someone took a few whacks of an axe to it and then gave up. He was right. I hadn’t seen that before. But I wasn’t sure that meant anything.
I looked at him unsure of what to say. “I don’t know.”
He sucked in his lips and reached into his pocket. He brought out the pack of cigarettes. It was empty. He crumpled up the package in frustration and threw it on the ground.
“Really, Dex? Littering?” I bent over to pick it up but he grabbed my arm.
“Just leave it for now, trust me.”
He brought out a pack of Nicorette gum and popped a few pieces in his mouth instead. Then he shrugged. “Almost there.”
I gave him an odd look and we continued on our way. He pointed off to the side and started in that direction. It wasn’t on the marked trail anymore but I went with it. I wasn’t sure why he felt littering was of any importance at the moment unless he was just finding another way of being stubborn. Still, I–
“Shit!” Dex cried out. I turned my head in time to see him take off, booking it up the path like a racehorse out of the gate.
There was a two–second lag where I wasn’t sure what was going on but I was quickly running after him, trying to follow his form through the mud and thick trees.
“Where are you going?!” I yelled after him, losing my breath already.
“There’s someone here. I just saw them running!” he yelled over his shoulder, part of his words muffled by the trees he was darting in front of.
I gripped the handle of my knife tighter and struggled to catch up with him but with his comparatively long and agile legs, it was a losing game. It wasn’t long before I lost sight of him and the sound of his breathing and strides were hidden by the density of the forest.
I stopped running and felt utterly lost.
“Dex!” I yelled. And waited.
I yelled again. Same deal.
I was alone in the forest, in the very worst part of the island. If it was a movie, I would have kept looking for Dex and gotten more lost. After all, I did have a knife on me. I was armed. But I still had a tiny rational part of my brain that functioned despite being waterlogged and hungry.
I remember seeing a film when I was in grade school. It was one of those PSA–type shows, akin to why you shouldn’t play with fireworks and that sort of thing. They did a video in a local Portland area forest about a young boy who got lost. The best course of action for him was to stay put and curl up for warmth. The kid also had a package of some granola–like treats that kept him sustained. I remember really wanting those granola treats; I can see the pink packaging clearly in my head, even till to this day.