“So?” He patted the bed again. “He’s not even in his room. He’s downstairs with the rest of the pures. They’re having their opening party fest.”
“It doesn’t matter.” I climbed over his legs and sat beside him. “This bed sharing thing has to stop.”
Seth looked up at me, his face the picture of innocence. “Why? It keeps the nightmares away, doesn’t it?”
A retort died on my lips. Damn him.
“You haven’t had one in a while. What did I tell you about needing—?”
“Oh, shut up.”
Seth chuckled, and then told me about his first visit to the New York Covenant. I told him about some of the towns Mom and I had lived in. After a while, his eyes drifted shut and there were no more stories. I watched him for a few moments. What in the world was I supposed to do with him?
I eased down onto my side, careful not to wake him. I stared at the scruffy white wall for what seemed like hours. My mind wouldn’t shut down, which was strange. Usually Seth’s presence easily lured me into sleep.
Tonight was different. I missed Caleb, hated where I was, and wished more than anything that things could be different between Aiden and me. Tonight I felt more alone than I ever had before. Maybe everything seemed so much more real here, so much more cold and stark. Seeing Hector slaughtered had destroyed whatever little seed of hope I’d still carried deep inside me that there would be this wild, beautiful fairytale ending when it came to Aiden.
Beside me, Seth’s breathing slowed into a deep, steady rhythm. I flipped onto my back and looked at him.
Seth was staring at me, definitely not asleep. He looked curious and even a bit confused. In this miniscule bed, lying on my back gave him little room. As it was, he already was using one arm as a pillow and his other was clamped to his side. I sucked in my lower lip and sat up. Reaching behind me I picked up the pillow and offered it to him. He took it, his eyes narrowing inquisitively. We stared at each other, and then Seth seemed to understand. I expected him to say something conceited or dirty.
But he said nothing. Quietly, he lifted up and slid the pillow under his head. Then he lay down on his back and stretched out his right arm. His chest rose sharply as he waited. I ran a hand over my face and squeezed my eyes shut. What was I doing?
I didn’t really know. I was tired and I hated this place. The room was cold, the coarse blanket was left on the floor, I wanted Aiden… and I stopped making excuses. I lay down, resting my head on the crook between his shoulder and chest. My heart pounded strangely.
Seth remained still for a minute, maybe two. Then he moved his arm down, circling my waist, pulling me closer. My body fit against his, my hand resting on his chest. Under my palm, his heart hammered as wildly as mine.
CHAPTER 16
“ARE YOU FEELING UNWELL?”
“Huh?” I looked up from my untouched plate.
Marcus eyed me curiously. “You haven’t eaten any of your breakfast.”
I glanced over at Aiden. He also watched me. So did Seth. Laadan’s eyes were on me, too, except she kind of had this nostalgic look about her, as if she really wasn’t seeing me.
This breakfast was a whole lot of awkward.
My gaze settled back on Aiden and I couldn’t stop the image of the pure-blood Guard stabbing Aiden in the back from flashing through my mind. I felt the blood slide out of my face.
Aiden put his glass of orange juice down. “Alex?”
“Yeah… I just didn’t get much sleep last night.” I could feel Seth’s eyes boring through me. “It’s just being in a new place and all.”
“Is your room not to your liking?” asked Marcus.
“Have you seen my room?” I debated shoving forkfuls of egg in my mouth, but the way Aiden studied me over the rim of his glass, it didn’t sound like a good idea. “If you can even consider that box a room.”
Marcus sat back, crossing one leg over his knee. “I haven’t seen your room, but I’m sure it’s not that—”
“Marcus, what time are the sessions this morning?” asked Laadan.
Distracted, he glanced at his watch. “They should be starting shortly.”
I sent Laadan a grateful smile, and she winked as she twirled her glass of
champagne. Drinking champagne this early in the morning appeared sophisticated and cool to me, and so did the awesome green dress she wore. It was demure, with little cap sleeves.
The scratching of Seth’s chair across the marble tile sounded harsh. “Alex, it’s time for practice.”
Aiden glanced over his shoulder at Seth. “She hasn’t eaten anything.”
“Then at least she’ll eat her lunch,” Seth replied.
Hardness crept across Aiden’s face. “Or you could give her a few minutes to eat her breakfast before she starts practice.”
“Hmm… I’m having this strange sense of déjà vu, except you were telling me to stay out of your training business, and I told you how weird—”
“That’s funny.” Aiden’s full lips twisted into a smirk. “I’m having the same feeling, except I said you should—”
“Oh, for the love of baby daimons everywhere, I’m ready to start practice.” I pushed up from the chair.
Aiden twisted around, his eyes narrowing into thin slits. I grabbed my glass of juice and took a healthy swallow while Laadan watched on with amused interest. “Happy?”
“Do they do this often?” she asked, taking a sip from her crystal flute.
Marcus cleared his throat. “Do you even have to ask?”