Prologue
September 29, 1208
House of Heaven
Jerusalem, the Holy Land
Sunken black eyes peered out of the two-inch view slot in the copper door. “No beggars,” a cross voice said in gutter Arabic, spewing into the air the stink of his rotten teeth.
Cristophe pulled back his cowl to reveal his shaven head, and the skin he had darkened with the juice of steeped nut hulls. To distract the eunuch from the light color of his eyes, he held up two pieces of silver.
“Four,” the eunuch demanded promptly.
Cristophe shrugged, turned away, and took a step in the direction of another brothel. As he expected, the eunuch threw the bolt and shoved open the door.
Stoop-shouldered by spine disease, a lifetime of beatings, or despair—probably all three—the eunuch twisted his head to one side. “Our women are plump and fragrant, their talents many.” He named a variety of sexual acts and services in the monotone of unthinking, repeated recital. “Three.”
Cristophe held up the twin silvers again.
“Miserly wretch. For the love of Allah, I take pity on you.” The eunuch beckoned, but when he tried to grab the coins from Cristophe’s hand, the knight blocked the snatch with a swat. “Not so quick. You pay first.”
The scent of frankincense and lung rot touched Cristophe’s nose. A thin hand reached out of the shadows behind the eunuch to caress his balled fist. “Leave this to me, Qutaybah. I shall settle with you later.”
The eunuch scowled at Cristophe. “He is too big, Afifah, and you too sick.”
“He does not come here to make use of me. That work was well done, long ago.” The courtesan drew back. “Come.”
Cristophe followed her through the narrow passages, ignoring the sounds of rutting all around them as she led him into her private chamber. Fire from the bronze braziers provided the only light, and the resins burning in them masked some of the smell of sickness. The wine table now held a bowl of oily herbs, a bundle of terebinth twigs, and a glass-bowled pipe blackened by the tar of frequent use.
He closed the door behind him and bolted it before he spoke to her in her native Urdu. “Why did you never tell me?”
“Do you care for some dreamsmoke? No?” Afifah went to a pile of cushions by the fire and slowly reclined. As she did, her veil slipped down to reveal her once-beautiful face, now too bony and gaunt for her cosmetics to conceal. “You took your time in coming to me.” She coughed into her sleeve, staining it with dark red blood.
She was very near death, he realized. “I could not sprout wings and fly.”
“For a time I did not think you would come to me at all.” Her lips parted, showing teeth stained yellow-brown from daily use of hashish. “Many nights I beseeched Allah that you would not. That you should already languish in the bowels of some sultan’s hell, chained beside your brothers.”
“They were my family.” Cristophe went to the only window and looked out at the flies swarming in a dark cloud over the open privy pit. “I am a priest now.”
“Finally ridding yourself of the concerns of the flesh.” Afifah giggled, a raspy parody of the girlish sound. “As you rid yourself of Palestine. Of me.”
“I never gave you reason to believe I would stay,” he reminded her. “From the beginning you knew what I was.”
“Oh, yes. The smith of black souls. The dark hammer of God.” Now she sounded sad. “Chiseling away at your own heart of stone.” A liquid cough followed the last word, and she covered her mouth with her veil this time, soaking it through.
Cristophe went to her, kneeling beside her to hold her quaking shoulders until the spasm passed. She represented the last of his mortal sins, this ashen flower, who had once been the most beautiful harlot in the city of David. He had imagined himself in love with her, with her clever hands and her silky words.
When she rasped in two breaths, he asked, “Why wait until you were dying to send for me?”
“Why did you leave me?” she countered.
He tucked her head beneath his chin. “I never had anything to offer you but pain and betrayal.”
“Then, perhaps. But now you are changed.” She used one bony finger to trace the bars of the passion cross on his unmarked tunic. “Doomed, they say, to escape my fate. Does this make you happy? I think not.”
He drew back. “If that is why you sent for me, I cannot save you, Afifah. I would but hasten your end.”
“We both of us know I am not the one you wish to save now.” She tugged off her veil, folding it over and over until she’d hidden the dark, clotted blood staining it. “It will not be long for me, I think. What will you do when you leave here?”
“I shall return to England.” He felt her shudder. “I cannot remain here, not as I am.”
The kohl lining the crepey skin around her eyes took on a brighter sheen. “And the gift you will take from here? What will you do with it?”