A Simple Life of a Teenage Boy - Page 45/97

Now, I'm alone again in the balcony. The night is lovely and the stars are glistening. The birds are flying back to their nests. The heavenly skies turned dark blue. The wind is howling like a stormy night. The moon is shining bright like it should. The planes are flying high above the sky. Tonight everything smells lovely and full of rejoice. I'm comfortably observing the view of the whole town. The curtain is weaving in and out of my window. My clothes are everywhere and the room is in a total mess. Its pin drop silence in here and I could hear the sound of the clock ticking inside my room. The flowers are dancing along with the flurry of air. The town is getting quieter and is falling asleep. All I see is lights in each room of every buildings. The insects are singing in a rhythm that they could only make. I could hear distant chattering of birds and people talking indiscriminately. The fireflies are lighting the darker area where there's no light. And since it's still the end of winter, the cold breeze of air is giving me chills but even that feels great. It had been so long since I saw the town look so happy. Until now, I had experienced all sorts of sad feelings and loneliness. But it's different today. Maybe it's a Valentine's Day or because of my time spent with Jenny. Who knows? Life is a crazy ride and nothing is guaranteed. Let's see what time brings ahead. I feel like I'm even more deeply in love with her. I just can't any find way to escape from her love. It has been about four years since I first fell in love with her. And every day it grows even deeper and deeper. I'm drowning deeply in the ocean of love she has made. And there's no one to pull me up from below down there. It's like I'm caged deep below the blue ocean.