A Simple Life of a Teenage Boy - Page 93/97

At last, all I want to say is thank you for always keeping me in your thoughts. I'm so lucky and happy to meet such an interesting stalker and a shy person like you. And more than that I want to end up this with the most beautiful words humans have ever made. "I Love You, always and forever." And sorry that I always escaped from you and hide you the truth.

Was I dreaming? Or was I deep again in my thoughts? - That's what came into my mind after reading this. I was so lame that I missed the best opportunity of my life. The girl who was always in my thoughts thought the same for me and I couldn't even.... Oh shit!! Why is this always happening to me? At least, I could've said how much I love her more than anything. I could've said how lonely I was without seeing her for so long. I would never leave her hands and even be the prince she dreamt of. My eyes were full of tears as I read more than twice. My body felt numb again. There was a cold feeling in my heart that went upto my feet, freezing my entire body. I couldn't stop the thick drops of waters rolling down my eyes. Truly, I seemed like a small baby. When I thought that I lost everything, there was always someone who had me in her thoughts. In fact, the moon wasn't lonely, it had a greater company by the two of us. And, the swirling wind, the chirping birds, the darker sky and the hazy field seemed lonely just in my thoughts. There was someone other than me who felt alone. There was someone other than me who felt so sad and grieved. That 'someone' had more pain than me. It was never going to be a happy life.