She is walking towards the cafeteria. And even though she isn’t even glimpsing my direction my heart can’t help but beat faster at hearing her carefree laugh.
I sound like a bitch spitting out poetic shit! But it’s true, the reaction my body has to her is beyond normal, she with her perfect body and soft curves, just drives me to the brink of madness.
I walk towards her, praying Amy doesn’t come anywhere near me, she is becoming more of a pain everyday, it’s funny because for years all I’ve ever dreamt of, was being with her and having her return even an ounce of affection that I shared towards her,, and she barely even registered the fact that I was born. Now here she is giving me the attention I wanted, and suddenly I wish she would give it to someone else, anyone else.
Some might say, it’s simply a matter of, we all want what we can’t have, the moment I knew she was obtainable I lost interest. But that would be complete bullshit, before Malaya, I would have taken her with opened arms, but now that I have met and gotten to know Aphrodite herself, I can’t help but feel that no girl can compare. I mean yes, I still love attention, but there is no way in hell that I am going to give her up to get the attention of Amy, I guess I should have figured that out sooner though.