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Her face has shock plastered all over it, seriously, did she not know?

“Umm. This seems sudden, I mean this seems sudden I thought you and Amy were like a couple.”

“No, I mean I told you that she was just a friend.”

“But you two are always together and I mean like you went to the dance together.”

Is she trying to like convince me that I like Amy or something?

“Like I said we are just friends, she asked me to the dance and I obliged.”

“Tell me something, why didn’t you ask me out earlier, I mean we have been friends for a couple of months, I even lived with you for a short while, never once did you let me know you were interested, why now?”

I know I am a complete idiot right now but I choose to be honest even though I sound like the biggest dick in the world

“Honestly I have wanted you from the moment I laid eyes on you. I guess that is why I wanted you to be immortal more than anything, and when I found out you were one of us, I was over the moon, I mean I stayed there in the human world for 5 months leaving everyone else behind just to bring you here, so that I could have a chance with you, you, the girl that has haunted my every dream, for months, the truth is that I really liked Amy, I thought I even loved her at one point, but I guess that was just infatuation, whatever it was I felt for her, it was before I could meet you, the moment I saw you, any feelings I had for her were disintegrated. At first I was just nervous and scared to ask you out or let you know how I feel about you, unlike my brothers I am not so loud or flirty. I find it a bit difficult to put myself out there, I waited and I watched you and I might sound a little cocky right now, but after a while I noticed that you were also interested in me, at which point I was ready to finally put myself out there, to finally let you know how I feel about you and I would have asked you out, but by then Amy started noticing me too and I would be a liar to say that didn’t make me feel good, too good. I was really enjoying the attention that Amy was giving me, I mean for so long she didn’t want me, didn’t even know I existed and even though all my feelings for her were gone, I guess you can say my ego kept me from taking a chance you, on us, even to the dance, I swear I would have asked you, but I thought that maybe once Amy knew I was with you that she would no longer want me, the moment I said yes to taking her to the dance, I looked at your face and saw sadness, I immediately regretted that decision, and the moment I picked up Amy I knew she was completely wrong for me. Hell the entire car ride there she drove me insane, I wished that it was you that I was with, as you walked down those stairs my heart sank because I wanted so badly to be the one to escort you into the hall, and to have you in my arms and to dance with you, I felt like kicking myself but it was too late, at first I didn’t mind you dancing with any of the guys in the hall, because you didn’t seem interested in the least bit in any one of them, but then I saw you dancing with Julian, and I guess I was really jealous, all I saw was green but I knew you won’t be interested in speaking to me, especially since I came there with Amy, so I couldn’t do anything, but watching you dance with Julian and watch him hold your hand, and watch him talk to you, and laugh with you I swear every part of me wanted to rip out his throat and feed it to him. It’s like everything in me was ready to snap and then you left with him. I came by after the ball, but found him at your house, I didn’t even go to the door as I was walking past, I saw through the window, that he was there, so I left. The next day I came back to talk to you, and like you know he was there as well. Then I noticed that the same car was parked out front the entire weekend I assumed that the car belongs to him, so I didn’t come back to talk to you again. So I said that I will wait till we get to school to talk to you. I mean I’m not into Amy seriously and yet again today, as soon as she came by you ran away. I really, really like you and I know that I haven’t shown you that but if you just give me a chance, I promise that I can make you happy. Just one date, just one chance that is all I ask.”