Jude the Obsure - Page 138/318

The bar had been crowded with men of all sorts during the previous

hour, and he had heard from without the hubbub of their voices; but

the customers were fewer at last. He nodded to Arabella, and told

her that she would find him outside the door when she came away.

"But you must have something with me first," she said with great

good humour. "Just an early night-cap: I always do. Then you can

go out and wait a minute, as it is best we should not be seen going

together." She drew a couple of liqueur glasses of brandy; and

though she had evidently, from her countenance, already taken in

enough alcohol either by drinking or, more probably, from the

atmosphere she had breathed for so many hours, she finished hers

quickly. He also drank his, and went outside the house.

In a few minutes she came, in a thick jacket and a hat with a black

feather. "I live quite near," she said, taking his arm, "and can let

myself in by a latch-key at any time. What arrangement do you want

to come to?"

"Oh--none in particular," he answered, thoroughly sick and tired, his

thoughts again reverting to Alfredston, and the train he did not go

by; the probable disappointment of Sue that he was not there when

she arrived, and the missed pleasure of her company on the long and

lonely climb by starlight up the hills to Marygreen. "I ought to

have gone back really! My aunt is on her deathbed, I fear."

"I'll go over with you to-morrow morning. I think I could get a day

off."

There was something particularly uncongenial in the idea of Arabella,

who had no more sympathy than a tigress with his relations or him,

coming to the bedside of his dying aunt, and meeting Sue. Yet he

said, "Of course, if you'd like to, you can."

"Well, that we'll consider... Now, until we have come to some

agreement it is awkward our being together here--where you are known,

and I am getting known, though without any suspicion that I have

anything to do with you. As we are going towards the station,

suppose we take the nine-forty train to Aldbrickham? We shall be

there in little more than half an hour, and nobody will know us for

one night, and we shall be quite free to act as we choose till we

have made up our minds whether we'll make anything public or not."

"As you like."