Jude the Obsure - Page 189/318

Though Phillotson had held his tongue as long as he could, except to

his friend Gillingham, his honesty and directness would not allow him

to do so when misapprehensions as to Sue's conduct spread abroad.

On a Monday morning the chairman of the school committee called, and

after attending to the business of the school drew Phillotson aside

out of earshot of the children.

"You'll excuse my asking, Phillotson, since everybody is talking of

it: is this true as to your domestic affairs--that your wife's going

away was on no visit, but a secret elopement with a lover? If so, I

condole with you."

"Don't," said Phillotson. "There was no secret about it."

"She has gone to visit friends?"

"No."

"Then what has happened?"

"She has gone away under circumstances that usually call for

condolence with the husband. But I gave my consent."

The chairman looked as if he had not apprehended the remark.

"What I say is quite true," Phillotson continued testily. "She asked

leave to go away with her lover, and I let her. Why shouldn't I? A

woman of full age, it was a question of her own conscience--not for

me. I was not her gaoler. I can't explain any further. I don't

wish to be questioned."

The children observed that much seriousness marked the faces of

the two men, and went home and told their parents that something

new had happened about Mrs. Phillotson. Then Phillotson's little

maidservant, who was a schoolgirl just out of her standards, said

that Mr. Phillotson had helped in his wife's packing, had offered

her what money she required, and had written a friendly letter to

her young man, telling him to take care of her. The chairman of

committee thought the matter over, and talked to the other managers

of the school, till a request came to Phillotson to meet them

privately. The meeting lasted a long time, and at the end the

school-master came home, looking as usual pale and worn. Gillingham

was sitting in his house awaiting him.

"Well; it is as you said," observed Phillotson, flinging himself

down wearily in a chair. "They have requested me to send in my

resignation on account of my scandalous conduct in giving my tortured

wife her liberty--or, as they call it, condoning her adultery. But I

shan't resign!"

"I think I would."

"I won't. It is no business of theirs. It doesn't affect me in my

public capacity at all. They may expel me if they like."