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'Won't you leave it? Come over to my place'--he urged as one urges a

drunken man.

'No,' said Gerald coaxingly, his arm across the other man's shoulder.

'Thanks very much, Rupert--I shall be glad to come tomorrow, if that'll

do. You understand, don't you? I want to see this job through. But I'll

come tomorrow, right enough. Oh, I'd rather come and have a chat with

you than--than do anything else, I verily believe. Yes, I would. You

mean a lot to me, Rupert, more than you know.' 'What do I mean, more than I know?' asked Birkin irritably. He was

acutely aware of Gerald's hand on his shoulder. And he did not want

this altercation. He wanted the other man to come out of the ugly

misery.

'I'll tell you another time,' said Gerald coaxingly.

'Come along with me now--I want you to come,' said Birkin.

There was a pause, intense and real. Birkin wondered why his own heart

beat so heavily. Then Gerald's fingers gripped hard and communicative

into Birkin's shoulder, as he said: 'No, I'll see this job through, Rupert. Thank you--I know what you

mean. We're all right, you know, you and me.' 'I may be all right, but I'm sure you're not, mucking about here,' said

Birkin. And he went away.

The bodies of the dead were not recovered till towards dawn. Diana had

her arms tight round the neck of the young man, choking him.

'She killed him,' said Gerald.

The moon sloped down the sky and sank at last. The lake was sunk to

quarter size, it had horrible raw banks of clay, that smelled of raw

rottenish water. Dawn roused faintly behind the eastern hill. The water

still boomed through the sluice.

As the birds were whistling for the first morning, and the hills at the

back of the desolate lake stood radiant with the new mists, there was a

straggling procession up to Shortlands, men bearing the bodies on a

stretcher, Gerald going beside them, the two grey-bearded fathers

following in silence. Indoors the family was all sitting up, waiting.

Somebody must go to tell the mother, in her room. The doctor in secret

struggled to bring back his son, till he himself was exhausted.

Over all the outlying district was a hush of dreadful excitement on

that Sunday morning. The colliery people felt as if this catastrophe

had happened directly to themselves, indeed they were more shocked and

frightened than if their own men had been killed. Such a tragedy in

Shortlands, the high home of the district! One of the young mistresses,

persisting in dancing on the cabin roof of the launch, wilful young

madam, drowned in the midst of the festival, with the young doctor!

Everywhere on the Sunday morning, the colliers wandered about,

discussing the calamity. At all the Sunday dinners of the people, there

seemed a strange presence. It was as if the angel of death were very

near, there was a sense of the supernatural in the air. The men had

excited, startled faces, the women looked solemn, some of them had been

crying. The children enjoyed the excitement at first. There was an

intensity in the air, almost magical. Did all enjoy it? Did all enjoy

the thrill?