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'But even if everybody is wrong--where are you right?' she cried,

'where are you any better?' 'I?--I'm not right,' he cried back. 'At least my only rightness lies in

the fact that I know it. I detest what I am, outwardly. I loathe myself

as a human being. Humanity is a huge aggregate lie, and a huge lie is

less than a small truth. Humanity is less, far less than the

individual, because the individual may sometimes be capable of truth,

and humanity is a tree of lies. And they say that love is the greatest

thing; they persist in SAYING this, the foul liars, and just look at

what they do! Look at all the millions of people who repeat every

minute that love is the greatest, and charity is the greatest--and see

what they are doing all the time. By their works ye shall know them,

for dirty liars and cowards, who daren't stand by their own actions,

much less by their own words.' 'But,' said Ursula sadly, 'that doesn't alter the fact that love is the

greatest, does it? What they DO doesn't alter the truth of what they

say, does it?' 'Completely, because if what they say WERE true, then they couldn't

help fulfilling it. But they maintain a lie, and so they run amok at

last. It's a lie to say that love is the greatest. You might as well

say that hate is the greatest, since the opposite of everything

balances. What people want is hate--hate and nothing but hate. And in

the name of righteousness and love, they get it. They distil themselves

with nitroglycerine, all the lot of them, out of very love. It's the

lie that kills. If we want hate, let us have it--death, murder,

torture, violent destruction--let us have it: but not in the name of

love. But I abhor humanity, I wish it was swept away. It could go, and

there would be no ABSOLUTE loss, if every human being perished

tomorrow. The reality would be untouched. Nay, it would be better. The

real tree of life would then be rid of the most ghastly, heavy crop of

Dead Sea Fruit, the intolerable burden of myriad simulacra of people,

an infinite weight of mortal lies.' 'So you'd like everybody in the world destroyed?' said Ursula.

'I should indeed.' 'And the world empty of people?' 'Yes truly. You yourself, don't you find it a beautiful clean thought,

a world empty of people, just uninterrupted grass, and a hare sitting

up?' The pleasant sincerity of his voice made Ursula pause to consider her

own proposition. And really it WAS attractive: a clean, lovely,

humanless world. It was the REALLY desirable. Her heart hesitated, and

exulted. But still, she was dissatisfied with HIM.