Ethelyn's Mistake - Page 20/218

He preferred to be called Richard by his friends and Mr. Markham by

strangers--not that he was insensible to the prestige which the title of

Judge or Honorable gave him, but he was a plain, matter-of-fact man, who

had not been lifted off his balance, or grown dizzy by the rapidity with

which he had risen in public favor. At home he was simply Dick to his

three burly brothers, who were at once so proud and fond of him, while

his practical, unpretending mother called him Richard, feeling, however,

that it was very proper for the neighbors to give him the title of

Judge. Of Mrs. Markham we shall have occasion to speak hereafter, so now

we will only say that she saw no fault in her gifted son, and she was

ready to do battle with anyone who should suggest the existence of a

fault. Richard's wishes had never been thwarted, but rather deferred to

by the entire family, and, as a natural consequence, he had come to

believe that his habits and opinions were as nearly correct as they well

could be. He had never mingled much in society--he was not fond of it;

and the "quilting bees" and "sugar pulls" and "apple parings" which had

prevailed in his neighborhood were not at all to his taste. He greatly

preferred his books to the gayest of frolics, and thus he early earned

for himself the sobriquet of "the old bachelor who hated girls"; all but

Abigail Jones, the shoemaker's daughter, whose black eyes and bright red

cheeks had proved too much for the grave, sober Richard. His first act

of gallantry was performed for her, and even after he grew to be Judge

his former companions never wearied of telling how, on the occasion of

his first going home with the fair Abigail Jones from spelling school,

he had kept at a respectful distance from her, and when the lights from

her father's window became visible he remarked that "he guessed she

would not be afraid to go the rest of the way alone," and abruptly

bidding her good-night, ran back as fast as he could run. Whether this

story were true or not, he was very shy of the girls, though the

dark-eyed Abigail exerted over him so strong an influence that, at the

early age of twenty he had asked her to be his wife, and she had

answered yes, while his mother sanctioned the match, for she had known

the Joneses in Vermont, and knew them for honest, thrifty people, whose

daughter would make a faithful, economical wife for any man. But death

came in to separate the lovers, and Abigail's cheeks grew redder still,

and her eyes were strangely bright as the fever burned in her veins,

until at last when the Indian-summer sun was shining down upon the

prairies, they buried her one day beneath the late summer flowers, and

the almost boy-widower wore upon his hat the band of crape which Ethelyn

remembered as looking so rusty when, the year following, he came to

Chicopee. Richard Markham believed that he had loved Abigail truly when

she died, but he knew now that she was not the one he would have chosen

in his mature manhood. She was suitable for him, perhaps, as he was when

he lost her, but not as he was now, and it was long since he had ceased

to visit her grave, or think of her with the feelings of sad regret

which used to come over him when, at night, he lay awake listening to

the moaning of the wind as it swept over the prairies, or watching the

glittering stars, and wondering if she had found a home beyond them with

Daisy, his only sister. There was nothing false about Richard Markham,

and when he stood with Ethelyn upon the shore of Pordunk Pond, and asked

her to be his wife, he told her of Abigail Jones, who had been two years

older than himself, and to whom he was once engaged.