Ethelyn's Mistake - Page 56/218

Ethelyn knew their opinion of her as well as if it had been expressed in

words; but they were so very far beneath her that whatsoever they might

think was not of the slightest consequence. They were a vulgar, ignorant

set, the whole of them, she mentally decided, as she watched their

manners at table, noticing how James and John poured their coffee into

their saucers, blowing it until it was cool, while Richard, feeling more

freedom now that he was again under his mother's wing, used his knife

altogether, even to eating jelly with it. Ethelyn was disgusted, and

once, as Richard's well-filled knife was moving toward his mouth, she

gently touched his foot with her own; but if he understood her he did

not heed her, and went quietly on with his dinner. Indeed, it might be

truly said of him that "Richard was himself again," for his whole manner

was that of a petted child, which, having returned to the mother who

spoiled it, had cast off the restraint under which for a time it had

been laboring. Richard was hungry, and would have enjoyed his dinner

hugely but for the cold, silent woman beside him, who, he knew, was

watching and criticising all he did; but somehow at home he did not care

so much for her criticisms as when alone with her at fashionable hotels

or with fashionable people. Here he was supreme, and none had ever

disputed his will. Perhaps if Ethelyn had known all that was in his

heart she might have changed her tactics and tried to have been more

conciliatory on that first evening of her arrival at his home. But

Ethelyn did not know--she only felt that she was homesick and

wretched--and pleading a headache, from which she was really suffering,

she asked to go to her room as soon as dinner was over.

It was very pleasant up there, for a cheerful wood fire was blazing on

the hearth, and a rocking-chair drawn up before it, with a footstool

which Andy had made and Melinda covered, while the bed in the little

room adjoining looked so fresh, and clean, and inviting, that with a

great sigh of relief, as the door closed between her and the "dreadful

people below," Ethelyn threw herself upon it, and burying her face in

the soft pillows, tried to smother the sobs which, nevertheless, smote

heavily upon Richard's ear when he came in, and drove from him all

thoughts of the little lecture he had been intending to give Ethelyn

touching her deportment toward his folks. It would only be a fair

return, he reflected, for all the Caudles he had listened to so

patiently, and duly strengthened for his task by his mother's remark to

James, accidentally overheard, "Altogether too fine a lady for us. I

wonder what Richard was thinking of," he mounted the stairs resolved at

least to talk with Ethie and ask her to do better.