Ethelyn's Mistake - Page 95/218

Richard had not been very happy in Washington. He led too quiet and

secluded a life, his companions said, advising him to go out more, and

jocosely telling him that he was pining for his young wife and growing

quite an old man. When Melinda Jones came, Richard brightened a little,

for there was always a sense of comfort and rest in Melinda's presence,

and Richard spent much of his leisure in her society, accompanying her

to concerts and occasionally to a levee, and taking pains to show her

whatever he thought would interest her. It was pleasant to have a lady

with him sometimes, and he wished so much it had been practicable for

Ethelyn to have come. "Poor Ethie," he called her to himself, pitying

her because, vain man that he was, he thought her so lonely without him.

This was at first, and before he had received in reply to his letter

that dreadful blank, which sent such a chill to his heart, making him

cold, and faint, and sick, as he began to realize what it was in a

woman's power to do. He had occasionally thought of Ethelyn's threat,

not to write him a line, and felt very uncomfortable as he recalled the

expression of her eyes when she made it. But he did not believe she was

in earnest. She surely could not hold out against the letter he wrote,

telling how he missed her every moment, and how, if it had been at all

advisable, he would have taken her with him. He did not know Ethelyn,

and so was not prepared for the bitter disappointment in store for him

when the dainty little envelope was put into his hand. It was her

handwriting--so much he knew; and there lingered about the missive faint

traces of the sweet perfume he remembered as pervading everything she

wore or used. Ethelyn had not kept her vow; and with a throb of joy

Richard tore open the envelope and removed the delicate tinted sheet

inside. But the hand of the strong man shook and his heart grew heavy as

lead when he turned the sheet thrice over, seeking in vain for some line

or word, or syllable or sign. But there was none. Ethelyn had kept her

vow, and Richard felt for a moment as if all the world were as

completely a blank as that bit of gilt-edged paper he crumpled so

helplessly in his hand. Anon, however, hope whispered that she would

write next time; she could not hold out thus all winter; and so Richard

wrote again with the same success, until at last he expected nothing,

and people said of him that he was growing old, while even Melinda

noticed his altered appearance, and how fast his brown hair was turning

gray. Melinda was in one sense his good angel. She brought him news from

home and Ethelyn, telling for one thing of Ethie's offer to teach her

music during the winter; and for another, of Ethie's long drives upon

the prairie, sometimes with James, sometimes with John, but oftenest

with Andy, to whom she seemed to cling as to a very dear brother.