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The black dresses of the children had become very rusty by spring, but

business had been bad at the Hotel Greensleeve, and Athalie, Doris,

and Catharine continued to wear their shabby mourning.

Greensleeve haunted the house all day long, roaming from bar to

office, from one room to another, silently opening doors of unoccupied

chambers to peer about in the dusty obscurity, then noiselessly

closing them, he would slink away down the dim corridor to his late

wife's room and sit there through the long sunny afternoon, his weak

face buried in his hands.

Ledlie had grown fatter, redder of visage, whiter of hair and beard.

When a rare guest arrived, or when local loafers wandered into the bar

with the faint stench of fertilizer clinging to their boots, he

shuffled ponderously from office to bar, serving as economically as he

dared whoever desired to be served.

Always a sprig of something green protruded from his small tight

mouth. His pale eyes, now faded almost colourless, had become weak and

red-rimmed, and he blinked continually except in the stale

semi-darkness of the house.

Always, now, he was muttering and grumbling his disapproval of the

children--"Eatin' their heads off I tell you, Pete! What good is all

this here schoolin' doin' 'em when they ought to git out some'rs an'

earn their vittles?"

But if Greensleeve's attitude was one of passive acquiescence, he made

no effort to withdraw the children from school. Once, when life was

younger, and Jack, his first baby, came, he had dreamed of college for

him, and of a career--in letters perhaps--something dignified,

leisurely, profound beyond his own limits. And of a modest corner

somewhere within the lustre of his son's environment where he and his

wife, grey-haired, might dream and admire, finding there surcease from

care and perhaps the peace which passes all understanding.

The ex-"professor" of penmanship had been always prone to dream. No

dull and sordid reality, no hopeless sorrow had yet awakened him. Nor

had his wife's death been more real than the half-strangled anguish of

a dreamer, tossing in darkness. As for the children, they paid no more

attention to Ledlie than they might have to a querulous but

superannuated dog.

Jack, now fifteen, still dawdled at school, where his record was not

good. Perhaps it was partly because he had no spending money, no

clothing to maintain his boyish self-respect, no prospects of any

sort, that he had become sullen, uncommunicative, and almost loutish.

Nobody governed him; his father was unqualified to control anybody or

anything; his mother was dead.

With her death went the last vestige of any tie that had held the boy

to the home anchorage--of any feeling of responsibility concerning

the conduct expected and required of him.