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"How, Beloved, can we die--

We Immortals, Thou and I?"

He smiled: "Death seems very far away," he said.

"Nothing dies.... If only this world could understand.... Did I tell

you that mother has been with me often while you were away?"

"No."

"It was wonderfully sweet to see her in the room. One night I fell

asleep across her knees."

"Does she ever speak to you, Athalie?"

"Yes, sometimes we talk."

"At night?"

"By day, too.... I was sitting in the living-room the other morning,

and she came up behind me and took both my hands. We talked, I lying

back in the rocking chair and looking up at her.... Mrs. Connor came

in. I am quite sure she was frightened when she heard my voice in

there conversing with nobody she could see."

Athalie smiled to herself as at some amusing memory evoked.

"If Mrs. Connor ever knew how she is followed about by so many purring

pussies and little wagging dogs--I mean dogs and pussies who are no

longer what we call 'alive,'--I don't know what she'd think. Sometimes

the place is full of them, Clive--such darling little creatures. Hafiz

sees them; and watches and watches, but never moves."

Clive was staring a trifle hard; Athalie, lazily stretching her arms,

glanced at him with that humorous expression which hinted of gentlest

mockery.

"Don't worry; nothing follows you, Clive, except an idle girl who

finds no time for anything else, so busy are her thoughts with you."

He bent forward and kissed her; and she clasped both hands behind his

head, drawing it nearer.

"Have you missed me, Athalie?"

"You could never understand how much."

"Did you find me in your crystal?"

"No; I saw only the sea and on the horizon a stain of smoke, and a

gull flying."

He drew her closely into his arms: "God," he breathed, "if anything

ever should happen to you!--and I--alone on earth--and blind--"

"Yes. That is the only anxiety I ever knew ... because you are blind."

"If you came to me I could not see you. If you spoke to me I could

not hear. Could anything more awful happen?"

"Do you care for me so much?"

In his eyes she read her answer, and thrilled to it, closer in his

arms; and rested so, her cheek against his, gazing at the sunset out

of dreamy eyes.