The Call of the Blood - Page 23/317

"Prudence," said Hermione. "You think it prudent to avoid the joy life

throws at your feet?"

Abruptly provoked by his own limitations, angry, too, with his erratic

mental departure from the realm of reason into the realm of fantasy--for

so he called the debatable land over which intuition held sway--Artois

hounded out his mood and turned upon himself.

"Don't listen to me," he said. "I am the professional analyst of life. As

I sit over a sentence, examining, selecting, rejecting, replacing its

words, so do I sit over the emotions of myself and others till I cease

really to live, and could almost find it in my head to try to prevent

them from living, too. Live, live--enter into the garden of paradise and

never mind what comes after."

"I could not do anything else," said Hermione. "It is unnatural to me to

look forward. The 'now' nearly always has complete possession of me."

"And I," said Artois, lightly, "am always trying to peer round the corner

to see what is coming. And you, Monsieur Delarey?"

"I!" said Delarey.

He had not expected to be addressed just then, and for a moment looked

confused.

"I don't know if I can say," he answered, at last. "But I think if the

present was happy I should try to live in that, and if it was sad I

should have a shot at looking forward to something better."

"That's one of the best philosophies I ever heard," said Hermione, "and

after my own heart. Long live the philosophy of Maurice Delarey!"

Delarey blushed with pleasure like a boy. Just then three men came in

smoking cigars. Hermione looked at her watch.

"Past eleven," she said. "I think I'd better go. Emile, will you drive

with me home?"

"I!" he said, with an unusual diffidence. "May I?"

He glanced at Delarey.

"I want to have a talk with you. Maurice quite understands. He knows you

go back to Paris to-morrow."

They all got up, and Delarey at once held out his hand to Artois.

"I am glad to have been allowed to meet Hermione's best friend," he said,

simply. "I know how much you are to her, and I hope you'll let me be a

friend, too, perhaps, some day."

He wrung Artois's hand warmly.

"Thank you, monsieur," replied Artois.

He strove hard to speak as cordially as Delarey.

Two or three minutes later Hermione and he were in a hansom driving down

Regent Street. The fog had lifted, and it was possible to see to right

and left of the greasy thoroughfare.