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"Ah, Miriam! I cannot respond to you," said the sculptor, with

irrepressible impatience. "Imagination and the love of art have both

died out of me."

"Miriam," interposed Donatello with gentle gravity, "why should we keep

our friend in suspense? We know what anxiety he feels. Let us give him

what intelligence we can."

"You are so direct and immediate, my beloved friend!" answered Miriam

with an unquiet smile. "There are several reasons why I should like

to play round this matter a little while, and cover it with fanciful

thoughts, as we strew a grave with flowers."

"A grave!" exclaimed the sculptor.

"No grave in which your heart need be buried," she replied; "you have no

such calamity to dread. But I linger and hesitate, because every word I

speak brings me nearer to a crisis from which I shrink. Ah, Donatello!

let us live a little longer the life of these last few days! It is so

bright, so airy, so childlike, so without either past or future! Here,

on the wild Campagna, you seem to have found, both for yourself and me,

the life that belonged to you in early youth; the sweet irresponsible

life which you inherited from your mythic ancestry, the Fauns of Monte

Beni. Our stern and black reality will come upon us speedily enough.

But, first, a brief time more of this strange happiness."

"I dare not linger upon it," answered Donatello, with an expression

that reminded the sculptor of the gloomiest days of his remorse at Monte

Beni. "I dare to be so happy as you have seen me, only because I have

felt the time to be so brief."

"One day, then!" pleaded Miriam. "One more day in the wild freedom of

this sweet-scented air."

"Well, one more day," said Donatello, smiling; and his smile touched

Kenyon with a pathos beyond words, there being gayety and sadness both

melted into it; "but here is Hilda's friend, and our own. Comfort him,

at least, and set his heart at rest, since you have it partly in your

power."

"Ah, surely he might endure his pangs a little longer!" cried Miriam,

turning to Kenyon with a tricksy, fitful kind of mirth, that served to

hide some solemn necessity, too sad and serious to be looked at in its

naked aspect. "You love us both, I think, and will be content to suffer

for our sakes, one other day. Do I ask too much?"

"Tell me of Hilda," replied the sculptor; "tell me only that she is

safe, and keep back what else you will."

"Hilda is safe," said Miriam. "There is a Providence purposely for

Hilda, as I remember to have told you long ago. But a great trouble--an

evil deed, let us acknowledge it has spread out its dark branches so

widely, that the shadow falls on innocence as well as guilt. There was

one slight link that connected your sweet Hilda with a crime which it

was her unhappy fortune to witness, but of which I need not say she was

as guiltless as the angels that looked out of heaven, and saw it too.

No matter, now, what the consequence has been. You shall have your lost

Hilda back, and--who knows?--perhaps tenderer than she was."