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'Sylvia, will you try and forget how I used to scold you about your

writing and spelling, and just write me two or three lines. I think

I would rather have them badly spelt than not, because then I shall

be sure they are yours. And never mind about capitals; I was a fool

to say such a deal about them, for a man does just as well without

them. A letter from you would do a vast to keep me patient all these

days till Tuesday. Direct-'Mr. Philip Hepburn, 'Care of Mr. Fraser, Draper,

'Micklegate, York.

'My affectionate duty to my aunt.

'Your respectful cousin and servant,

'PHILIP HEPBURN.

'P.S. The sermon was grand. The text was Zechariah vii. 9, "Execute

true judgment and show mercy." God grant it may have put mercy into

the judge's heart as is to try my uncle.' Heavily the days passed over. On Sunday Bell and Sylvia went to

church, with a strange, half-superstitious feeling, as if they could

propitiate the Most High to order the events in their favour by

paying Him the compliment of attending to duties in their time of

sorrow which they had too often neglected in their prosperous days.

But He 'who knoweth our frame, and remembereth that we are dust,'

took pity upon His children, and sent some of His blessed peace into

their hearts, else they could scarce have endured the agony of

suspense of those next hours. For as they came slowly and wearily

home from church, Sylvia could no longer bear her secret, but told

her mother of the peril in which Daniel stood. Cold as the March

wind blew, they had not felt it, and had sate down on a hedge bank

for Bell to rest. And then Sylvia spoke, trembling and sick for

fear, yet utterly unable to keep silence any longer. Bell heaved up

her hands, and let them fall down on her knees before she replied.

'The Lord is above us,' said she, solemnly. 'He has sent a fear o'

this into my heart afore now. I niver breathed it to thee, my

lass----' 'And I niver spoke on it to thee, mother, because----' Sylvia choked with crying, and laid her head on her mother's lap,

feeling that she was no longer the strong one, and the protector,

but the protected. Bell went on, stroking her head, 'The Lord is like a tender nurse as weans a child to look on and to

like what it lothed once. He has sent me dreams as has prepared me

for this, if so be it comes to pass.

'Philip is hopeful,' said Sylvia, raising her head and looking

through her tears at her mother.

'Ay, he is. And I cannot tell, but I think it's not for nought as

the Lord has ta'en away all fear o' death out o' my heart. I think

He means as Daniel and me is to go hand-in-hand through the

valley--like as we walked up to our wedding in Crosthwaite Church. I

could never guide th' house without Daniel, and I should be feared

he'd take a deal more nor is good for him without me.' 'But me, mother, thou's forgetting me,' moaned out Sylvia. 'Oh,

mother, mother, think on me!' 'Nay, my lass, I'm noane forgetting yo'. I'd a sore heart a' last

winter a-thinking on thee, when that chap Kinraid were hanging about

thee. I'll noane speak ill on the dead, but I were uneasylike. But

sin' Philip and thee seem to ha' made it up----' Sylvia shivered, and opened her mouth to speak, but did not say a

word.