Damian's gaze swept over her. A burst of need washed over her as her body responded to his scent.
"Are you well?" he asked with a brusqueness that caught her off guard. His face was guarded. She swallowed hard and nodded, struggling to control the strange sense of desire bubbling uncontrolled within her.
"Han said I should see you," she said. At his long look, she backed away from the door. "I'll come back later."
He threw open the door and walked away. She hesitated, sensing that entering his domain would somehow seal her to a fate she didn't yet understand.
I owe it to Jake.
Damian turned down the stereo blasting trance music and faced her, crossing his arms as she closed the door.
"I'm sorry to bother you," she said again, unable to see his face in the shadows of the dimly lit room.
"It's fine."
"Damian, I'm so sorry about Jake," she said, voice cracking and fading into a whisper. "He's been my friend for almost t…ten years. I'm so sorry."
He emerged from his defensive position, pausing near her. She wiped her eyes.
"I saw what Jilian did to him and what you did to Jilian. I saw what Jilian did to everyone, and Czerno …" She closed her eyes. Damian rested his hands on her shoulders. The images left. "I didn't know there were such people in this world."
"They're not people," he told her. "Jake's death is not your fault."
"But it is. If I stayed here, he wouldn't have come to save me and died."
"Jake was a warrior, one of my loyal Guardians. I mourn him, but he died doing what he was trained to do. No warrior wants to die of old age," he said.
"He deserved better."
"You've been dropped into the middle of a war no human knows about. Men like Jake wouldn't want to die any other way than honorably defending people like you."
He touched her face, and her mouth went dry. Not trusting herself, she refused to look at him and instead wrapped her arms around him. He hesitated before hugging her. Engulfed in his heat and scent, she relaxed. He felt like home. No, better. He felt like a piece of heaven!
Her stomach grumbled loudly again.
"You're hungry," he said, withdrawing.
"I'll get something later," she said, surprised when he retreated across the room again. "Is everything okay?"
"Wonderful," was the sarcastic response. Confused by his moods, she watched him cross to a thick goblet with a knife beside it.
"I'll go now."
"You are about to confront your new reality," he said. His tone made her back toward the door. "C'mere."