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Clara dropped her head on Beulah's shoulder, and answered

hesitatingly: "The tones of your voice always sadden me. They are like organ

notes, solemn and awful! Yes, awful; and yet very sweet--sweeter

than any music I ever heard. Your singing fascinates me, yet,

strange as it may seem, it very often makes me weep. There is an

unearthliness, a spirituality that affects me singularly."

"I am glad that is all. I was afraid you were distressed about

something. Here, take my rocking chair; I am going to read, and, if

you like, you may have the benefit of my book."

"Beulah, do put away your books for one night, and let us have a

quiet time. Don't study now. Come, sit here, and talk to me."

"Flatterer, do you pretend that you prefer my chattering to the

wonderful words of a man who 'talked like an angel'? You must listen

to the tale of that 'Ancient Mariner with glittering eye.'"

"Spare me that horrible ghostly story of vessels freighted with

staring corpses! Ugh! it curdled the blood in my veins once, and I

shut the book in disgust. Don't begin it now, for Heaven's sake!"

"Why, Clara! It is the most thrilling poem in the English language.

Each reperusal fascinates me more and more. It requires a dozen

readings to initiate you fully into its weird, supernatural realms."

"Yes; and it is precisely for that reason that I don't choose to

hear it. There is quite enough of the grim and hideous in reality

without hunting it up in pages of fiction. When I read I desire to

relax my mind, not put it on the rack, as your favorite books

invariably do. Absolutely, Beulah, after listening to some of your

pet authors, I feel as if I had been standing on my head. You need

not look so coolly incredulous; it is a positive fact. As for that

'Ancient Mariner' you are so fond of, I am disposed to take the

author's own opinion of it, as expressed in those lines addressed to

himself."

"I suppose, then, you fancy 'Christabel' as little as the other,

seeing that it is a tale of witchcraft. How would you relish that

grand anthem to nature's God, written in the vale of Chamouni?"

"I never read it," answered Clara very quietly.

"What? Never read 'Sibylline Leaves'? Why, I will wager my head that

you have parsed from them a thousand times! Never read that

magnificent hymn before sunrise, in the midst of glaciers and snow-

crowned, cloud-piercing peaks? Listen, then; and if you don't feel

like falling upon your knees, you have not a spark of poetry in your

soul!"