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"Oh, you casuist!" I said. And I said nothing more because at that

moment Mrs. Fyne stepped out into the porch. We rose together at her

appearance. Her clear, colourless, unflinching glance enveloped us both

critically. I sustained the chill smilingly, but Fyne stooped at once to

release the dog. He was some time about it; then simultaneously with his

recovery of upright position the animal passed at one bound from

profoundest slumber into most tumultuous activity. Enveloped in the

tornado of his inane scurryings and barkings I took Mrs. Fyne's hand

extended to me woodenly and bowed over it with deference. She walked

down the path without a word; Fyne had preceded her and was waiting by

the open gate. They passed out and walked up the road surrounded by a

low cloud of dust raised by the dog gyrating madly about their two

figures progressing side by side with rectitude and propriety, and (I

don't know why) looking to me as if they had annexed the whole country-

side. Perhaps it was that they had impressed me somehow with the sense

of their superiority. What superiority? Perhaps it consisted just in

their limitations. It was obvious that neither of them had carried away

a high opinion of me. But what affected me most was the indifference of

the Fyne dog. He used to precipitate himself at full speed and with a

frightful final upward spring upon my waistcoat, at least once at each of

our meetings. He had neglected that ceremony this time notwithstanding

my correct and even conventional conduct in offering him a cake; it

seemed to me symbolic of my final separation from the Fyne household. And

I remembered against him how on a certain day he had abandoned poor Flora

de Barral--who was morbidly sensitive.

I sat down in the porch and, maybe inspired by secret antagonism to the

Fynes, I said to myself deliberately that Captain Anthony must be a fine

fellow. Yet on the facts as I knew them he might have been a dangerous

trifler or a downright scoundrel. He had made a miserable, hopeless girl

follow him clandestinely to London. It is true that the girl had written

since, only Mrs. Fyne had been remarkably vague as to the contents. They

were unsatisfactory. They did not positively announce imminent nuptials

as far as I could make it out from her rather mysterious hints. But then

her inexperience might have led her astray. There was no fathoming the

innocence of a woman like Mrs. Fyne who, venturing as far as possible in

theory, would know nothing of the real aspect of things. It would have

been comic if she were making all this fuss for nothing. But I rejected

this suspicion for the honour of human nature.