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As her tone had become interrogatory I assented. "To be sure. There's

no reason whatever--" thinking to myself that they would be more likely

indeed to keep quiet about it. They had other things to talk of. And

then remembering little Fyne stuck upstairs for an unconscionable time,

enough to blurt out everything he ever knew in his life, I reflected that

he would assume naturally that Captain Anthony had nothing to learn from

him about Flora de Barral. It had been up to now my assumption too. I

saw my mistake. The sincerest of women will make no unnecessary

confidences to a man. And this is as it should be.

"No--no!" I said reassuringly. "It's most unlikely. Are you much

concerned?"

"Well, you see, when I came down," she said again in that precise demure

tone, "when I came down--into the garden Captain Anthony misunderstood--"

"Of course he would. Men are so conceited," I said.

I saw it well enough that he must have thought she had come down to him.

What else could he have thought? And then he had been "gentleness

itself." A new experience for that poor, delicate, and yet so resisting

creature. Gentleness in passion! What could have been more seductive to

the scared, starved heart of that girl? Perhaps had he been violent, she

might have told him that what she came down to keep was the tryst of

death--not of love. It occurred to me as I looked at her, young, fragile

in aspect, and intensely alive in her quietness, that perhaps she did not

know herself then what sort of tryst she was coming down to keep.

She smiled faintly, almost awkwardly as if she were totally unused to

smiling, at my cheap jocularity. Then she said with that forced

precision, a sort of conscious primness: "I didn't want him to know."

I approved heartily. Quite right. Much better. Let him ever remain

under his misapprehension which was so much more flattering for him.

I tried to keep it in the tone of comedy; but she was, I believe, too

simple to understand my intention. She went on, looking down.

"Oh! You think so? When I saw you I didn't know why you were here. I

was glad when you spoke to me because this is exactly what I wanted to

ask you for. I wanted to ask you if you ever meet Captain Anthony--by

any chance--anywhere--you are a sailor too, are you not?--that you would

never mention--never--that--that you had seen me over there."