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"Our mess-room," he said, entering a small cabin painted white, bare,

lighted from part of the foremost skylight, and furnished only with a

table and two settees with movable backs. "That surprises you? Well, it

isn't usual. And it wasn't so in this ship either, before. It's only

since--"

He checked himself again. "Yes. Here we shall feed, you and I, facing

each other for the next twelve months or more--God knows how much more!

The bo'sun keeps the deck at meal-times in fine weather."

He talked not exactly wheezing, but like a man whose breath is somewhat

short, and the spirit (young Powell could not help thinking) embittered

by some mysterious grievance.

There was enough of the unusual there to be recognized even by Powell's

inexperience. The officers kept out of the cabin against the custom of

the service, and then this sort of accent in the mate's talk. Franklin

did not seem to expect conversational ease from the new second mate. He

made several remarks about the old, deploring the accident. Awkward.

Very awkward this thing to happen on the very eve of sailing.

"Collar-bone and arm broken," he sighed. "Sad, very sad. Did you notice

if the captain was at all affected? Eh? Must have been."

Before this congested face, these globular eyes turned yearningly upon

him, young Powell (one must keep in mind he was but a youngster then) who

could not remember any signs of visible grief, confessed with an

embarrassed laugh that, owing to the suddenness of this lucky chance

coming to him, he was not in a condition to notice the state of other

people.

"I was so pleased to get a ship at last," he murmured, further

disconcerted by the sort of pent-up gravity in Mr. Franklin's aspect.

"One man's food another man's poison," the mate remarked. "That holds

true beyond mere victuals. I suppose it didn't occur to you that it was

a dam' poor way for a good man to be knocked out."

Mr. Powell admitted openly that he had not thought of that. He was ready

to admit that it was very reprehensible of him. But Franklin had no

intention apparently to moralize. He did not fall silent either. His

further remarks were to the effect that there had been a time when

Captain Anthony would have showed more than enough concern for the least

thing happening to one of his officers. Yes, there had been a time!

"And mind," he went on, laying down suddenly a half-consumed piece of

bread and butter and raising his voice, "poor Mathews was the second man

the longest on board. I was the first. He joined a month later--about

the same time as the steward by a few days. The bo'sun and the carpenter

came the voyage after. Steady men. Still here. No good man need ever

have thought of leaving the Ferndale unless he were a fool. Some good

men are fools. Don't know when they are well off. I mean the best of

good men; men that you would do anything for. They go on for years, then

all of a sudden--"