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Almost immediately he called his young second officer over to him. This

was not done in displeasure. The glance he fastened on Mr. Powell

conveyed a sort of approving wonder. He engaged him in desultory

conversation as if for the only purpose of keeping a man who could

provoke such a sound, near his person. Mr. Powell felt himself liked. He

felt it. Liked by that haggard, restless man who threw at him

disconnected phrases to which his answers were, "Yes, sir," "No, sir,"

"Oh, certainly," "I suppose so, sir,"--and might have been clearly

anything else for all the other cared.

It was then, Mr. Powell told me, that he discovered in himself an already

old-established liking for Captain Anthony. He also felt sorry for him

without being able to discover the origins of that sympathy of which he

had become so suddenly aware.

Meantime Mr. Smith, bending forward stiffly as though he had a hinged

back, was speaking to his daughter.

She was a child no longer. He wanted to know if she believed in--in

hell. In eternal punishment?

His peculiar voice, as if filtered through cotton-wool was inaudible on

the other side of the deck. Poor Flora, taken very much unawares, made

an inarticulate murmur, shook her head vaguely, and glanced in the

direction of the pacing Anthony who was not looking her way. It was no

use glancing in that direction. Of young Powell, leaning against the

mizzen-mast and facing his captain she could only see the shoulder and

part of a blue serge back.

And the unworried, unaccented voice of her father went on tormenting her.

"You see, you must understand. When I came out of jail it was with joy.

That is, my soul was fairly torn in two--but anyway to see you happy--I

had made up my mind to that. Once I could be sure that you were happy

then of course I would have had no reason to care for life--strictly

speaking--which is all right for an old man; though naturally . . . no

reason to wish for death either. But this sort of life! What sense,

what meaning, what value has it either for you or for me? It's just

sitting down to look at the death, that's coming, coming. What else is

it? I don't know how you can put up with that. I don't think you can

stand it for long. Some day you will jump overboard."

Captain Anthony had stopped for a moment staring ahead from the break of

the poop, and poor Flora sent at his back a look of despairing appeal

which would have moved a heart of stone. But as though she had done

nothing he did not stir in the least. She got out of the long chair and

went towards the companion. Her father followed carrying a few small

objects, a handbag, her handkerchief, a book. They went down together.