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I examined her appearance quietly. Her hair was nearly black, her eyes

blue, deeply shaded by long dark eyelashes. She had a little colour now.

She looked straight before her; the corner of her lip on my side drooped

a little; her chin was fine, somewhat pointed. I went on to say that

some regard for others should stand in the way of one's playing with

danger. I urged playfully the distress of the poor Fynes in case of

accident, if nothing else. I told her that she did not know the bucolic

mind. Had she given occasion for a coroner's inquest the verdict would

have been suicide, with the implication of unhappy love. They would

never be able to understand that she had taken the trouble to climb over

two post-and-rail fences only for the fun of being reckless. Indeed even

as I talked chaffingly I was greatly struck myself by the fact.

She retorted that once one was dead what horrid people thought of one did

not matter. It was said with infinite contempt; but something like a

suppressed quaver in the voice made me look at her again. I perceived

then that her thick eyelashes were wet. This surprising discovery

silenced me as you may guess. She looked unhappy. And--I don't know how

to say it--well--it suited her. The clouded brow, the pained mouth, the

vague fixed glance! A victim. And this characteristic aspect made her

attractive; an individual touch--you know.

The dog had run on ahead and now gazed at us by the side of the Fyne's

garden-gate in a tense attitude and wagging his stumpy tail very, very

slowly, with an air of concentrated attention. The girl-friend of the

Fynes bolted violently through the aforesaid gate and into the cottage

leaving me on the road--astounded.

A couple of hours afterwards I returned to the cottage for chess as

usual. I saw neither the girl nor Mrs. Fyne then. We had our two games

and on parting I warned Fyne that I was called to town on business and

might be away for some time. He regretted it very much. His brother-in-

law was expected next day but he didn't know whether he was a

chess-player. Captain Anthony ("the son of the poet--you know") was of a

retiring disposition, shy with strangers, unused to society and very much

devoted to his calling, Fyne explained. All the time they had been

married he could be induced only once before to come and stay with them

for a few days. He had had a rather unhappy boyhood; and it made him a

silent man. But no doubt, concluded Fyne, as if dealing portentously

with a mystery, we two sailors should find much to say to one another.