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Marilyn smiled pathetically, and dropped back to the edge of her bed: "Pardon me," she said, "I was just in one of my tempers again. I get

them a lot but I'm trying to control them. I happened to think of the

little babies I saw in the tenement districts when I was in New York

last. Did you ever go there? They wear one little garment, and totter

around in the cold street trying to play, with no stockings, and shoes

out at the toes. Sometimes they haven't enough to eat, and their

mothers are so wretchedly poor and sorrowful--!"

"Mercy!" shuddered Opal, "How morbid you are! What ever did you go to a

place like that for? I always keep as far away from unpleasant things

as I can. I cross the street if I see a blind beggar ahead. I just

loathe misery! But however did you happen to think of them when I was

telling you about my beautiful ball room decorations?"

Lynn twinkled: "I guess you wouldn't understand me," she said slowly, "but I was

thinking of all the good those thousands of dollars would have done if

they had been spent on babies and not on flowers."

"Gracious!" said Opal. "I hate babies! Ed is crazy about them,

and would like to have the house full, but I gave him to understand

what I thought about that before we were married."

"I love babies," said Marilyn. "They want me to go this Fall and

do some work in that settlement, and I'm considering it. If it only

weren't for leaving father and mother again--but I do love the babies

and the little children. I want to gather them all and do so many

things for them. You know they are all God's babies, and it seems

pitiful for them to have to be in such a dreadful world as some of them

have!"

"Oh, God!" shuddered Opal quite openly now, "Don't talk about

God! I hate God! He's just killed one of my best men friends! I

wish you wouldn't talk about God!"

Marilyn looked at her sadly, contemplatively, and then twitched her

mouth into a little smile: "We're not getting on very well, are we? I don't like your costly

entertainments, and you don't like my best Friend! I'm sorry. I must

seem a little prude to you I'm afraid, but really, God is not what you

think. You wouldn't hate Him, you would love Him,--if you knew

Him."