Anna Karenina - Part 1 - Page 27/119

"What did you say?" Levin cried with horror. "How do you know?"

"Prokofy saw him in the street."

"Here in Moscow? Where is he? Do you know?" Levin got up from

his chair, as though on the point of starting off at once.

"I am sorry I told you," said Sergey Ivanovitch, shaking his head

at his younger brother's excitement. "I sent to find out where

he is living, and sent him his IOU to Trubin, which I paid. This

is the answer he sent me."

And Sergey Ivanovitch took a note from under a paper-weight and

handed it to his brother.

Levin read in the queer, familiar handwriting: "I humbly beg you

to leave me in peace. That's the only favor I ask of my gracious

brothers.--Nikolay Levin."

Levin read it, and without raising his head stood with the note

in his hands opposite Sergey Ivanovitch.

There was a struggle in his heart between the desire to forget

his unhappy brother for the time, and the consciousness that it

would be base to do so.

"He obviously wants to offend me," pursued Sergey Ivanovitch;

"but he cannot offend me, and I should have wished with all my

heart to assist him, but I know it's impossible to do that."

"Yes, yes," repeated Levin. "I understand and appreciate your

attitude to him; but I shall go and see him."

"If you want to, do; but I shouldn't advise it," said Sergey

Ivanovitch. "As regards myself, I have no fear of your doing so;

he will not make you quarrel with me; but for your own sake, I

should say you would do better not to go. You can't do him any

good; still, do as you please."

"Very likely I can't do any good, but I feel--especially at such

a moment--but that's another thing--I feel I could not be at

peace."

"Well, that I don't understand," said Sergey Ivanovitch. "One

thing I do understand," he added; "it's a lesson in humility. I

have come to look very differently and more charitably on what is

called infamous since brother Nikolay has become what he is...you

know what he did..."

"Oh, it's awful, awful!" repeated Levin.

After obtaining his brother's address from Sergey Ivanovitch's

footman, Levin was on the point of setting off at once to see

him, but on second thought he decided to put off his visit till

the evening. The first thing to do to set his heart at rest was

to accomplish what he had come to Moscow for. From his brother's

Levin went to Oblonsky's office, and on getting news of the

Shtcherbatskys from him, he drove to the place where he had been

told he might find Kitty.