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"It is nothing that you have done, this time. The top and tail o't is this -- that I am sniffing about here, and waiting for poor Boldwood's farm, with a thought of getting you some day."

"Getting me! What does that mean?"

"Marrying o' 'ee, in plain British. You asked me to tell, so you mustn't blame me."

Bathsheba did not look quite so alarmed as if a cannon had been discharged by her ear, which was what Oak had expected. "Marrying me! I didn't know it was that you meant." she said, quietly. "Such a thing as that is too absurd -- too soon -- to think of, by far!"

"Yes; of course, it is too absurd. I don't desire any such thing; I should think that was plain enough by this time. Surely, surely you be the last person in the world I think of marrying. It is too absurd, as you say "Too -- s-s-soon" were the words I used."

"I must beg your pardon for correcting you, but you said, "too absurd," and so do I."

"I beg your pardon too! she returned, with tears in her eyes. ""Too soon" was what I said. But it doesn't matter a bit -- not at ali-but I only meant, "too soon" Indeed, I didn't, Mr. Oak, and you must believe me!"

Gabriel looked her long in the face, but the firelight being faint there was not much to be seen. "Bathsheba," he said, tenderly and in surprise, and coming closer: "if I only knew one thing -- whether you would allow me to love you and win you, and marry you after ali-if I only knew that!"

"But you never will know." she murmured.

"Why?"

"Because you never ask.

"Oh -- Oh!" said Gabriel, with a low laugh of joyousness. "My own dear -- "

"You ought not to have sent me that harsh letter this morning." she interrupted. "It shows you didn't care a bit about me, and were ready to desert me like all the rest of them! It was very cruel of you, considering I was the first sweetheart that you ever had, and you were the first I ever had; and I shall not forget it!"

"Now, Bathsheba, was ever anybody so provoking he said, laughing. "You know it was purely that I, as an unmarried man, carrying on a business for you as a very taking young woman, had a proper hard part to play -- more particular that people knew I had a sort of feeling for'ee; and I fancied, from the way we were mentioned together, that it might injure your good name.