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"No reason," said Mabel, quickly; "neither does she think you are in love

with her either."

"Dear me," said Lida. "Of course you do not wish me to think so, and we

all know why; but never mind frowning so dreadfully, Mabel; I won't tell!"

and the mischievous girl glided away, laughing to think that she had

succeeded so well in teasing Mabel Mortimer.

After a moment, Dr. Lacey turned to Florence and said "It seems you saw

Julia Middleton. Do you not think her very handsome?"

"Yes, very," answered Florence; "but I liked Fanny's looks the best."

A pang shot through Dr. Lacey's heart at the mention of Fanny's name, but

he continued to inquire concerning his friends in Kentucky. Before the

party closed, Florence, Mabel and Lida had each managed to repeat to him

all the conversation which he had overheard in the first part of the

evening, never once thinking how desolate was the heart which beat beneath

the calm manner and gay laugh of him who listened to their thoughtless

raillery.

At length the party drew to a close. Dr. Lacey was among the first that

left. He longed to be alone with his troubled thoughts. Mechanically

bidding Mabel "Good night," he ran down the marble steps, and stepping

into his carriage, ordered Claib, the coachman, to drive home as soon as

possible. There was no particular necessity for this command, for Claib

had been fretting for the last hour about "White folks settin' up all

night and keepin' niggers awake. Darned if he didn't run the horses home

like Satan, and sleep over next day, too."

With such a driver the horses sped swiftly over the smooth road and in a

very few minutes Dr. Lacey was at home, alone in his room. Then the full

tide of his sorrow burst forth. He did not weep. He would scorn to do

that. But could one have seen him as he hurriedly paced the apartment, he

would have said, his was a sorrow which could not vent itself in tears.

Occasionally he would whisper to himself, "My Fanny false!--she whom I

believed so truthful, so loving, so innocent! And she loves another--one,

too, whom it were almost a sin to love. Fool, that I did not see it

before, for what but love could have drawn such devotion to him on his

deathbed? And yet she assured me that I was the first, the only one, she

had ever loved; and I believed it, and gave her the entire affection of my

heart."