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A few days before Maddy's departure, grandpa went up to see "the

madam;" anxious to know something more than hearsay about a person to

whose care his child was to be partially intrusted. Agnes was in her

room when told who wanted to see her. Starting quickly, she turned so

deadly white that Maddy, who brought the message, flew to her side,

asking in much alarm, what was the matter.

"Only a little faint. It will soon pass off," Agnes said, and then,

dismissing Maddy, she tried to compose herself sufficiently to pass

the ordeal she so much dreaded, and from which there was no possible

escape.

Thirteen years! Had they changed her past recognition? She hoped, she

believed so, and yet, never in her life had Agnes Remington's heart

beaten with so much terror and apprehension as when she entered the

reception room where Guy sat talking with the infirm old man she

remembered so well. He had grown older, thinner, poorer looking, than

when she saw him last, but in his wrinkled face there was the same

benignant, heavenly expression which, when she was better than she was

now, used to remind her of the angels. His snowy hair was parted just

the same as ever, but the mild blue eye was dimmer, and it rested on

her with no suspicious glance as, partially reassured, she glided

across the threshold, and bowed civilly when Guy presented her.

A little anxious as to how her grandfather would acquit herself, Maddy

sat by, wondering why Agnes appeared so ill at ease, and why her

grandsire started sometimes at the sound of her voice, and looked

earnestly at her.

"We've never met before to my knowledge, young woman," he said once to

Agnes, "but you are mighty like somebody, and your voice when you talk

low keeps makin' me jump as if I'd heard it summers or other."

After that Agnes spoke in elevated tones, as if she thought him deaf,

and the mystified look of wonder did not return to his face. Numerous

were the charges he gave to Agnes concerning Maddy, bidding her be

watchful of his child, and see that she did not "get too much drinked

in with the wicked things on Broadway!" then, as he arose to go, he

laid his trembling hand on her head and said solemnly: "You are young

yet, lady, and there may be a long life before you. God bless you,

then, and prosper you in proportion as you are kind to Maddy. I've

nothing to give you nor Mr. Guy for your goodness only my prayers, and

them you have every day. We all pray for you, lady, Joseph and all,

though I doubt me he knows much the meaning of what he says." "Who,

sir? What did you say?" and Agnes' face was scarlet, as grandpa

replied: "Joseph, our unfortunate boy; Maddy must have told you, the

one who's taken such a shine to Jessie. He's crazy-like, and from the

corner where he sits so much, I can hear him whispering by the hour,

sometimes of folks he used to know, and then of you, who we call

madam. He says for ten minutes on the stretch: "God bless the madam--the

madam--the madam!" You're sick, lady; talkin' about crazy folks

makes you faint," grandpa added, hastily, as Agnes turned white, like

the dress she wore. "No--oh, no, I'm better now," Agnes gasped, bowing

him to the door with a feeling that she could not breathe a moment

longer in his presence. He did not hear her faint cry of bitter,

bitter remorse, as he walked through the hall, nor know she watched

him as he went slowly down the walk, stopping often to admire the fair

blossoms which Maddy did not feel at liberty to pick. "He loved

flowers," Agnes whispered, as her better nature prevailed over every

other feeling, and, starting eagerly forward, she ran after the old

man, who, surprised at her evident haste, waited a little anxiously

for her to speak. It was rather difficult to do so with Maddy's

inquiring eyes upon her, but Agnes managed at last to say: "Does that

crazy man like flowers--the one who prays for the madam?" "Yes, he

used to years ago," grandpa replied; and, bending down, Agnes began to

pick and arrange into a most tasteful bouquet the blossoms and buds of

May, growing so profusely within the borders.