The Trespasser - Page 42/166

At seven o'clock in the morning Helena lay in the deliciously cool

water, while small waves ran up the beach full and clear and foamless,

continuing perfectly in their flicker the rhythm of the night's passion.

Nothing, she felt, had ever been so delightful as this cool water

running over her. She lay and looked out on the shining sea. All things,

it seemed, were made of sunshine more or less soiled. The cliffs rose

out of the shining waves like clouds of strong, fine texture, and rocks

along the shore were the dapplings of a bright dawn. The coarseness was

fused out of the world, so that sunlight showed in the veins of the

morning cliffs and the rocks. Yea, everything ran with sunshine, as we

are full of blood, and plants are tissued from green-gold, glistening

sap. Substance and solidity were shadows that the morning cast round

itself to make itself tangible: as she herself was a shadow, cast by

that fragment of sunshine, her soul, over its inefficiency.

She remembered to have seen the bats flying low over a burnished pool at

sunset, and the web of their wings had burned in scarlet flickers, as

they stretched across the light. Winged momentarily on bits of tissued

flame, threaded with blood, the bats had flickered a secret to her.

Now the cliffs were like wings uplifted, and the morning was coming

dimly through them. She felt the wings of all the world upraised against

the morning in a flashing, multitudinous flight. The world itself was

flying. Sunlight poured on the large round world till she fancied it a

heavy bee humming on its iridescent atmosphere across a vast air

of sunshine.

She lay and rode the fine journey. Sunlight liquid in the water made the

waves heavy, golden, and rich with a velvety coolness like cowslips. Her

feet fluttered in the shadowy underwater. Her breast came out bright as

the breast of a white bird.

Where was Siegmund? she wondered. He also was somewhere among the sea

and the sunshine, white and playing like a bird, shining like a vivid,

restless speck of sunlight. She struck the water, smiling, feeling along

with him. They two were the owners of this morning, as a pair of wild,

large birds inhabiting an empty sea.

Siegmund had found a white cave welling with green water, brilliant and

full of life as mounting sap. The white rock glimmered through the

water, and soon Siegmund shimmered also in the living green of the sea,

like pale flowers trembling upward.

'The water,' said Siegmund, 'is as full of life as I am,' and he pressed

forward his breast against it. He swam very well that morning; he had

more wilful life than the sea, so he mastered it laughingly with his

arms, feeling a delight in his triumph over the waves. Venturing

recklessly in his new pride, he swam round the corner of the rock,

through an archway, lofty and spacious, into a passage where the water

ran like a flood of green light over the skin-white bottom. Suddenly he

emerged in the brilliant daylight of the next tiny scoop of a bay.