Cousin Maude - Page 109/138

Christmas Eve came at last, and if she thought of what was once to

have been on the morrow, she gave no outward token, and with her

accustomed smile bade the family good-night. The next morning Louis

went often to her door, and hearing no sound within fancied she was

sleeping, until at last, as the clock struck nine, he ventured to go

in. Maude was awake, and advancing to her side he bade her a "Merry

Christmas," playfully chiding her the while for having slept so

late. A wild, startled expression flashed over her face, as she

said: "Late, Louis! Is it morning, then? I've watched so long to see

the light?"

Louis did not understand her, and he answered, "Morning, yes. The

sunshine is streaming into the room. Don't you see it? "

"Sunshine!" and Maude's lips quivered with fear, as springing from

her pillow. she whispered faintly, "Lead me to the window."

He complied with her request, watching her curiously, as she laid

both hands in the warm sunshine, which bathed her fair, round arms

and shone upon her raven hair. She felt what she could not see, and

Louis Kennedy ne'er forgot the agonized expression of the white,

beautiful face which turned toward him as the wretched Maude moaned

piteously, "Yes, brother, 'tis morning to you, but dark, dark night

to me. I'm blind! oh, I'm blind!"

She did not faint, she did not shriek, but she stood there rigid and

immovable, her countenance giving fearful token of the terrible

storm within. She was battling fiercely with her fate, and until

twice repeated, she did not hear the childish voice which said to

her pleadingly, "Don't look so, sister. You frighten me, and there

may be some hope yet."

"Hope," she repeated bitterly, turning her sightless eyes toward

him, "there is no hope but death."

"Maude," and Louis' voice was like a plaintive harp, so mournful was

its tone, "Maude, once in the very spot where mother is lying now,

you said because I was a cripple you would love me all the more. You

have kept that promise well, my sister. You have been all the world

to me, and now that you are blind I, too, will love you more. I will

be your light--your eyes, and when James De Vere comes back--"

"No, no, no," moaned Maude, sinking upon the floor. "Nobody will

care for me. Nobody will love a blind girl. Oh, is it wicked to wish

that I could die, lying here in the sunshine, which I shall never

see again?"