Cousin Maude - Page 58/138

"I should have written to her sooner," James wrote, "but mother's

illness and an unusual amount of business prevented me from doing

so. 'Better late than never,' is, however, a good motto at times,

and I intrust the letter to you, because I would save her from any

gossip which an open correspondence with me might create."

For James De Vere to write to a young girl was an unheard-of

circumstance, and the sight of that note aroused in J.C.'s bosom a

feeling of jealousy lest the prize he now knew he coveted should be

taken from him. No one but himself should write to Maude Remington,

for she was his, or rather she should be his. The contents of that

note might be of the most ordinary kind, but for some reason

undefinable to himself he would rather she should not see it yet,

and though it cost him a struggle to deal thus falsely with both, he

resolved to keep it from her until she had promised to be his wife.

He never dreamed it possible that she could tell him no, he had been

so flattered and admired by the city belles; and the only point

which troubled him was what his fashionable friends would say when

in place of the Nellie whose name had been so long associated with

his, he brought to them a Maude fresh from the rural districts, with

naught in her disposition save goodness, purity, and truth. They

would be surprised, he knew, but she was worth a thousand of them

all, and then with a glow of pride he thought how his tender love

and care would shield her from all unkind remarks, and how he would

make himself worthy of such a treasure.

This was the nobler, better part of J.C.'s nature, but anon a more

sordid feeling crept in, and he blushed to find himself wondering

how large her fortune really was! No one knew, save the lawyers and

the trustee to whose care it had been committed, and since he had

become interested in her he dared not question them lest they should

accuse him of mercenary motives. Was it as large as Nellie's? He

wished he knew, while at the same time he declared to himself that

it should make no difference. The heart which had withstood so many

charms was really interested at last, and though he knew both Mrs.

Kelsey and her niece would array themselves against him, he was

prepared to withstand the indignation of the one and the opposition

of the other.

So perfectly secure was Nellie in J.C.'s admiration for herself,

that she failed to see his growing preference for Maude, whom she

frequently ridiculed in his presence, just because she thought he

would laugh at it, and think her witty. But in this she was

mistaken, for her ridicule raised Maude higher in his estimation,

and he was glad when at last an opportunity occurred for him to

declare his intentions.