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His manner was even more pointed than his words, and coloring

crimson, Maude replied, "You are disposed to be complimentary, Mr.

De Vere."

"I am disposed for once to tell the truth," he answered." All my

life long I have acted a part, saying and doing a thousand foolish

things I did not mean, just because I thought it would please the

senseless bubbles with whom I have been associated. But you, Maude

Remington, have brought me to my senses, and determined me to be a

man instead of a fool. Will you help me, Maude, in this resolution?"

and seizing both her hands he poured into her astonished ear his

declaration of love, speaking so rapidly and so vehemently as al

most to take her breath away, for she had never expected a scene

like this.

She had looked upon him as one who would undoubtedly be her sister's

husband, and the uniform kindness with which he had treated her, she

attributed to his exceeding good nature; but to be loved by him, by

J.C. De Vere, who had been sought after by the fairest ladies in the

land, she could not believe possible, and with mingled feelings of

pleasure, pain, and gratified vanity she burst into tears.

Very gently J.C. wiped her tears away, and sitting down beside her

he said, "The first time I ever saw you, Maude, you told me 'I did

not look as if I meant for certain,' and you were right, for all my

life has been a humbug; but I mean 'for certain' now. I love you,

Maude, love you for the very virtues which I have so often affected

to despise, and you must make me what J.C. De Vere ought to be. Will

you, Maude? Will you be my wife?"

To say Maude was not gratified that this man of fashion should

prefer her to all the world would be an untruth, but she could not

then say "Yes," for another, and a more melodious voice was still

ringing in her ear, and she saw in fancy a taller, nobler form than

that of him who was pressing her to answer.

"Not yet, Mr. De Vere," she said. "Not yet. I must have time to

think. It has come upon me so suddenly, so unexpectedly, for I have

always thought of you as Nellie's future husband, and my manners are

so different from what you profess to admire."

"'Twas only profession, Maude," he said, and then, still holding her

closely to him, he frankly and ingenuously gave her a truthful

history of his life up to the time of his first acquaintance with

Nellie, of whom he spoke kindly, saying she pleased him better than

most of his city friends, and as he began really to want a wife he

had followed her to Laurel Hill, fully intending to offer her the

heart which, ere he was aware of it, was given to another. "And now,

I cannot live without you," he said. "You must be mine. Won't you,

Maude? I will be a good husband. I will take lessons of Cousin

James, who is called a pattern man."