Nell of Shorne Mills - Page 197/354

Lord Wolfer stood, with his hand resting upon the table, in silence for

a moment or two, regarding Nell, no longer sternly, but with an

expression of pity which was novel in him. Nell sat with her head

resting in her hands, her eyes downcast. She was still pale, but her

lips were set firmly, as if she were prepared for rebuke and reproach.

"Do not be afraid," he said, at last. "I have not returned to--to blame

you. You are too young to understand the peril--perhaps, too, the

sin--of the step which you meditated taking. I am a man of the world,

and I can appreciate the temptation to which you have been subjected.

Sir Archie--well, all the world knows that such men are difficult to

resist, and--and your inexperience betrayed you. I know the arts by

which he gained your affections and hoped to mislead you."

It was almost more than she could bear; but Nell set her teeth hard and

held her breath; for she felt it well-nigh impossible to resist the

aching longing to utter the cry of the unjustly accused. "I am

innocent--innocent!" But she remembered the unhappy woman whom she had

saved, and suffered in silence.

"That you bitterly regret your--your weakness I am convinced," said Lord

Wolfer; "and I am quite satisfied with your promise that you will not

see him--I wish I could add, not think of him--again. He is a dangerous

man, Miss Lorton"--he paused and paced to the window, and his lips

twitched--"such men are a peril to every woman upon whom they--they

chance to set their fickle fancy. At one time--yes, I owe it to you to

be candid--at one time I feared"--he stopped again, and drummed upon the

windowsill with his forefinger--"I feared he was paying Lady Wolfer too

much attention. Even now I am not sure that my fears were groundless. He

came to the house frequently, and was at my wife's side perpetually,

before you came."

Nell held her breath. Had her sacrifice been in vain? Had he got an

inkling of the truth? But he went on sternly and in a low voice: "If there were any reason for my suspicions, it is evident that he

transferred his affections to you. It is a terrible thing to say,

but--but I feel as if--as if--your presence here had averted a dreadful

catastrophe from us. Yes; that letter might have been meant for my wife,

and I might have found her here instead of you. Do not think it

heartless of me if I say that, deeply as I sympathize with you and

grieve for your--your trouble, I am relieved--relieved of an awful

apprehension on--on Lady Wolfer's account. I have suffered a great deal

during the past few months."