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But from the moment Annie arrived in Hatboro' the difficulty of being

helpful to anything or any one had increased upon her with every new fact

that she had learned about it and the people in it. To her they seemed

terribly self-sufficing. They seemed occupied and prosperous, from her

front parlour window; she did not see anybody going by who appeared to be

in need of her; and she shrank from a more thorough exploration of the

place. She found she had fancied necessity coming to her and taking away

her good works, as it were, in a basket; but till Mr. Brandreth appeared

with his scheme, nothing had applied for her help She had always hated

theatricals; they bored her; and yet the Social Union was a good object,

and if this scheme would bring her acquainted in Hatboro' it might be

the stepping-stone to something better, something really or more ideally

useful. She wondered what South Hatboro' was like; she would get Mrs.

Bolton's opinion, which, if severe, would be just. She would ask Mrs.

Bolton about Mrs. Munger, too. She would tell Mrs. Bolton to tell Mr. Peck

to call to dine. Would it be thought patronising to Mr. Peck?

The fire from the Franklin-stove diffused a drowsy comfort through the

room, the rain lashed the window-panes, and the wind shrilled in the gable.

Annie fell off to sleep. When she woke up she heard Mrs. Bolton laying the

table for her one o'clock dinner, and she knew it was half-past twelve,

because Mrs. Bolton always laid the table just half an hour beforehand. She

went out to speak to Mrs. Bolton.

There was no want of distinctness in Mrs. Bolton's opinion, but Annie felt

that there was a want of perspective and proportion in it, arising from the

narrowness of Mrs. Bolton's experience and her ignorance of the world; she

was farm-bred, and she had always lived upon the outskirts of Hatboro',

even when it was a much smaller place than now. But Mrs. Bolton had her

criterions, and she believed in them firmly; in a time when agnosticism

extends among cultivated people to every region of conjecture, the social

convictions of Mrs. Bolton were untainted by misgiving. In the first place,

she despised laziness, and as South Hatboro' was the summer home of open

and avowed disoccupation, of an idleness so entire that it had to seek

refuge from itself in all manner of pastimes, she held its population in

a contempt to which her meagre phrase did imperfect justice. From time to

time she had to stop altogether, and vent it in "Wells!" of varying accents

and inflections, but all expressive of aversion, and in snorts and sniffs

still more intense in purport.