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"You're very kind, Ralph. I can't tell _you_ what a pleasure it was to

come, and I'm not going to let the trouble I'm giving spoil my pleasure."

"Well, that's right," said Putney. "_We_ sha'n't either." He took out

a cigar and put it into his mouth. "It's only a dry smoke. Ellen makes

me let up on my chewing when we have company, and I must have something

in my mouth, so I get a cigar. It's a sort of compromise. I'm a terribly

nervous man, Annie; you can't imagine. If it wasn't for the grace of God,

I think I should fly to pieces sometimes. But I guess that's what holds me

together--that and Winthy here. I dropped him on the stairs out there, when

I was drunk, one night. I saw you looking at them; I suppose you've been

told; it's all right. I presume the Almighty knows what He's about; but

sometimes He appears to save at the spigot and waste at the bung-hole, like

the rest of us. He let me cripple my boy to reform me."

"Don't, Ralph!" said Annie, with a voice of low entreaty. She turned and

spoke to the child, and asked him if he would not come to see her.

"What?" he asked, breaking with a sort of absent-minded start from his

intentness upon his father's words.

She repeated her invitation.

"Thanks!" he said, in the prompt, clear little pipe which startles by

its distinctness and decision on the lips of crippled children. "I guess

father'll bring me some day. Don't you want I should go out and tell mother

she's here?" he asked his father.

"Well, if you want to, Winthrop," said his father.

The boy swung himself lightly out of the room on his crutches, and his

father turned to her. "Well, how does Hatboro' strike you, anyway, Annie?

You needn't mind being honest with me, you know."

He did not give her a chance to say, and she was willing to let him talk

on, and tell her what he thought of Hatboro' himself. "Well, it's like

every other place in the world, at every moment of history--it's in a

transition state. The theory is, you know, that most places are at a

standstill the greatest part of the time; they haven't begun to move, or

they've stopped moving; but I guess that's a mistake; they're moving all

the while. I suppose Rome itself was in a transition state when you left?"

"Oh, very decidedly. It had ceased to be old and was becoming new."