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The doctor relished the irony, but he asked, "Isn't there something to say

on that side?"

"Oh yes, a good deal. There's always something to say on both sides, even

when one's a wrong side. That's what makes it all so tiresome--makes you

wish you were dead." He looked up, and caught his boy's eye fixed with

melancholy intensity upon him. "I hope you'll never look at both sides when

you grow up, Win. It's mighty uncomfortable. You take the right side, and

stick to that. Brother Gerrish," he resumed, to the doctor, "goes round

taking the credit of Brother Peck's call here; but the fact is he opposed

it. He didn't like his being so indifferent about the salary. Brother

Gerrish held that the labourer was worthy of his hire, and if he didn't

inquire what his wages were going to be, it was a pretty good sign that he

wasn't going to earn them."

"Well, there was some logic in that," said the doctor, smiling as before.

"Plenty. And now it worries Brother Gerrish to see Brother Peck going round

in the same old suit of clothes he came here in, and dressing his child

like a shabby little Irish girl. He says that he who provideth not for

those of his own household is worse than a heathen. That's perfectly true.

And he would like to know what Brother Peck does with his money, anyway. He

would like to insinuate that he loses it at poker, I guess; at any rate, he

can't find out whom he gives it to, and he certainly doesn't spend it on

himself."

"From your account of Mr. Peck." said the doctor, "I should think Brother

Gerrish might safely object to him as a certain kind of sentimentalist."

"Well, yes, he might, looking at him from the outside. But when you come

to talk with Brother Peck, you find yourself sort of frozen out with a

most unexpected, hard-headed cold-bloodedness. Brother Peck is plain

common-sense itself. He seems to be a man without an illusion, without an

emotion."

"Oh, not so bad as that!" laughed the doctor.

"Ask Miss Kilburn. She's talked with him, and she hates him."

"No, I don't, Ralph," Annie began.

"Oh, well, then, perhaps he only made you hate yourself," said Putney.

There was something charming in his mockery, like the teasing of a brother

with a sister; and Annie did not find the atonement to which he brought her

altogether painful. It seemed to her really that she was getting off pretty

easily, and she laughed with hearty consent at last.