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"They are falling so now," she said, "that the porch has to be swept

twice a day."

He smiled, and brushing his palm along the step, caught a handful of

them, "Every night you sit here all alone; I wish--"

"Oh, I like to be alone," she interrupted. As the balm of David's

presence faded, and the worship in the young man's eyes burned

clearer, that old joke of Lloyd's stabbed her. She wished he would go.

"How does the drama get on?" she asked, with an effort.

Sam frowned and said something of his father's impatience with his

writing. "But I am only happy when I am writing; and when I am with

you. The play is my life,--next to you."

"Please don't!" she said; and then held her breath to listen. "I think

I hear David. Excuse me a minute." She fled into the house and up-

stairs to David's room. "Did you want me, precious?" she said panting, David opened dreaming eyes and looked at her. He had called out in his

sleep, but was quiet again, and did not need her eager arms, her lips

on his hair, her voice murmuring in his ear. But she could not stop

cuddling the small warm body; she forgot Sam and his play, and even

her own dull ache of discontent,--an ache that was bringing a subtle

change into her face, a faint line on her forehead, and a suggestion

of depth, and even pain, in the pleasant shallows of her leaf-brown

eyes. Perhaps the discontent was mere weariness of the whole

situation; if so, she did not recognize it for what it was. Her

fellow-prisoner, straining furtively against the bond of the flesh

which was all that held him to her, might have enlightened her, but he

took her love so for granted, that he never suspected the discontent.

However, watching David, Helena was herself unconscious of it; when

she was sure the little boy was sound asleep she stole the "forty

kisses," which as yet he had not granted; folded the sheet back lest

he might be too hot; drew a thin blanket over his feet, and then stood

and looked at him. Suddenly, remembering Sam Wright, she turned away;

but hesitated at the door, and came back for one more look. At last,

with a sigh, she went downstairs.

"He loves your rabbits," she told Sam; "he has named them Mr. George

Rufus Smith and Mrs. Minnie Lily Smith," "It is all finished," said Sam.