The Awakening of Helena Richie - Page 146/229

Helena had gone up-stairs to put David to bed. There was some delay

in the process, because the little boy wished to look at the stars,

and trace out the Dipper. That accomplished however, he was very

docile, and willing to get into bed by shinning up the mast of a

pirate-ship--which some people might have called a bedpost.

After he had fallen asleep, Helena still sat beside him in the darkness, her

absent eyes fixed on the little warm body, where, the sheets kicked

off, he sprawled in a sort of spread-eagle over the bed. It was very

hot, and she would have been more comfortable on the porch, but she

could not leave the child. When she was with David, the sense of

aching apprehension dulled into the comfort of loving. After a while,

with a long sigh she rose, but stopped to draw the sheet over his

shoulders; then smiled to see how quickly he kicked it off. She pulled

it up again as far as his knees, and to this he resigned himself with

a despairing grunt.

There was a lamp burning dimly in the hall; as she passed she took it

up and went slowly down-stairs. Away from David, her thoughts fell at

once into the groove of the past weeks. Each hour she had tormented

herself by some new question, and now she was wondering what she

should do if, when Lloyd came to fulfill his promise, she should see a

shade, oh, even the faintest hint, of hesitation in his manner. Well;

she would meet it! She threw her head up, and came down with a quicker

step, carrying the lamp high, like a torch. But as she lifted her

eyes, in that gust of pride, young Sam Wright stood panting in the

doorway. As his strangled voice fell on her ear, she knew that he

knew.

"I have--come--"

Without a word she put the lamp down on the table at the foot of the

stairs, and looked at him standing there with the darkness of the

night behind him. Instantly he was across the threshold and at her

side. He gripped her wrist and shook it, his eyes burning into hers.

"You will tell me that he lied! I told him he lied. I didn't believe

him for a second. I told him I would ask you."

"Please let go of my arm," she said, faintly. "I don't know what you

are--talking about."

"Did he lie?"

"Who?" she stammered.

"My grandfather. He said your brother was not your brother. He said he

was your lover. My God! Your lover! Did he lie?" He shook her arm,

worrying it as a dog might, his nails cutting into her flesh; he

snarled his question out between shut teeth. His fury swept words from

her lips.