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But Maggie had started in and meant to see the matter through: "Let

her be mad!"

"Well, it's not my doin'," Sarah said with a fine carelessness, and

crept up-stairs to listen again at Mrs. Richie's door. "Seemed like as

if she was sort of--cryin'!" she told Maggie in an awed whisper

when she came down.

David brought his message to the doctor's belated breakfast table.

William had been up nearly all night with a very sick patient, and

Martha had been careful not to wake him in the morning. He pushed his

plate back, as David repeated Maggie's words, and looked blankly at

the table-cloth.

"She's never really got over the shock about Sam Wright's Sam, has

she?" Martha said. "Sometimes I almost think she was--" Mrs. King's

expressive pantomime of eyebrows and lips meant "in love with him"--

words not to be spoken before a child.

"Nonsense!" said William King curtly. "No; I don't want any more

breakfast, thank you, my dear. I'll go and hitch up."

Martha followed him to the back door. "William, maybe she's lonely.

I'm very tired, but perhaps I'd better go along with you, and cheer

her up?" "Oh, no," he called back over his shoulder; "it isn't

necessary." Then he added hastily, "but it's very kind in you, Martha,

to think of it."

"I'd just as lieves," she insisted flushing with pleasure.

He tried to get his thoughts in order as he and Jinny climbed the

hill. He knew what, sooner or later, he must say to Mrs. Richie, and

he thought with relief, that if she were really ill, he could not say

it that day. But the sight of David had brought his duty home to him.

He had thought about it for days, and tried to see some way of escape;

but every way was blocked by tradition or religion. Once he had said

stumblingly to Dr. Lavendar, that it was wonderful how little harm

came to a child from bad surroundings, and held his breath for the

reply.

"An innocent child in a bad home," said Dr. Lavendar cheerfully,

"always makes me think of a water-lily growing out of the mud."

"Yes!" said the doctor, "the mud doesn't hurt it."

"Not the lily; but unfortunately, Willy, my boy, every child isn't a

lily. I wouldn't want to plant one in the mud to see how it would

grow, would you?"