The Awakening of Helena Richie - Page 211/229

Then the business of the afternoon began, and Helena sat and listened

to it. It was a scene which had repeated itself for two generations in

Old Chester; the fathers and mothers of these little people had sat on

these same narrow benches without backs, and looked at the blackboard

where Dr. Lavendar wrote out the divisions of the Collect, and then

looked at the sideboard, where stood a dish of apples and another of

jumbles. They, too, had said their catechism, announcing, in singsong

chorus that they heartily thanked their Heavenly Father that He had

called them to this state of salvation; and Dr. Lavendar had asked one

or another of them, as he now asked their children, "What meanest thou

by this word Sacrament?" "What is the inward and spiritual grace?"

That afternoon, when he swooped down on David, Helen squeezed her

hands together with anxiety; did he know what was the inward and

spiritual grace? Could he say it? She held her breath until he had

sailed triumphantly through: "A death unto sin, and a new birth unto righteousness," and so

on. When he had finished, she looked proudly at Dr. Lavendar, who, to

her astonishment, did not bestow a single word of praise!

"And yet," said Helena to herself, "he said it better than any of

them, and he is the youngest!--David said it very well, didn't he?"

she ventured, in a whisper.

Dr. Lavendar made no answer, but opened a book; on which there was a

cheerful shuffling as the children jostled each other in their efforts

to kneel down in the space between the benches; when all was still,

Dr. Lavendar repeated the Collect. Helena dropped her face in her

hands, and listened: "Grant, we beseech Thee, merciful Lord, to Thy faithful people

pardon and peace, that they may be cleansed from all their sins, and

serve Thee with a quiet mind; through Jesus Christ our Lord."

"Amen!" said the children, joyfully; and, scrambling to their

feet, looked politely at the sideboard. David, who played host on

these occasions, made haste to poke the apples at Mrs. Richie, who

could not help whispering to him to pull his collar straight; and she

even pushed his hair back a little from his forehead. The sense of

possession came over her like a wave, and with it a pang of terror

that made her lips dry; at that moment she knew the taste of fear in

her mouth. When Dr. Lavendar spoke to her, she was unable to reply.

"Well, now, Mrs. Richie," he said, "I expect these little people can

eat their apples without us; can't you, chickabiddies?"