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"William," said Dr. Lavendar, "you may tell me anything I ought to

know about Mrs. Richie."

The doctor looked at him with a start, and a half-spoken question.

"Yes; she told me. But I want to ask you about the man. She didn't say

much about him."

This was Sunday evening; David had gone to bed, and Danny had climbed

up into Dr. Lavendar's chair, and been gently deposited on the hearth-

rug. "No, Daniel; not to-night, sir. I've got to have my chair just

this once." William had come in for his usual smoke, but he had been

more than usually silent. When Dr. Lavendar gave his calm permission,

the doctor's wretched perplexity of the past month could hardly find

words. He said, first of all, "David? Of course you will take him away. It will break her heart!"

"A broken heart is not such a bad thing, Willy. Our Heavenly Father

does not despise it."

"Dr. Lavendar, why can't she keep him? She'll never see that scoundrel

again!"

"Do you think a woman with such a story is fit to bring up a child,

William?"

The doctor was silent.

"She thinks not, herself," said Dr. Lavendar.

"Does she?" William King said; and a minute afterwards fumbled in his

coat tails for his pocket-handkerchief. "What is she going to do?" he

asked huskily.

"She feels that she had better leave Old Chester."

"Do you think so, sir?"

Dr. Lavendar sighed. "I would like to have her here; I would like to

take care of her, for a while. But I don't think she could stand it;

on your account."

"My account!" William King pushed his chair back, and got on his feet;

"Dr. Lavendar, I--I--"

"She would feel the embarrassment of your knowledge," said the old

man.

Dr. King sat down. Then he said, "I am the last man to judge her."

"'Beginning at the eldest, even unto the last,'" murmured Dr.

Lavendar. "Shame is a curious thing, William. It's like some of your

medicines. The right amount cures. Too much kills. I've seen that with

hard drinkers. Where a drunkard is a poor, uneducated fellow, shame

gives him a good boost towards decency. But a man of education,

William, a man of opportunity--if he wakes up to what he has been

doing, shame gives him such a shove he is apt to go all round the

circle, and come up just where he started! Shame is a blessed thing,--

when you don't get too much of it. She would get too much of it here.

But--" he stopped and smiled; "sin has done its divine work, I think."